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无奈

2012-02-12T00:46:00.000+08:00

无奈的感觉真不好
眼睁睁地看着他 / 她。。
那么的辛苦。。
那么的伤心。。
那么的痛苦。。
但我却只能够袖手旁观。。
只为了自己的无能为力与力不从心而感到悲哀。。
也许真正可以帮到他 / 她的也就只有自己本身的毅力与坚强吧。。
加油吧～～

不错的大考

2012-01-14T17:27:00.003+08:00

这个大考真不错，
并不是因为考得好不好的关系。。
也并不是会不会回答考卷上的问题。。
而是我时时可以感受到家的温暖与爱。。
姐姐、弟弟和她无时无刻的支持与鼓励。。
令我对每一个考试的充满了希望与祝福。。
也不管考试成绩会如何了。。
最重要的还是要考得开心，考得幸福，考得健康！

坏人

2012-01-04T01:15:00.001+08:00

组织，是需要一个或一些坏人的。。
而我，又再次需要做个坏人了。。
坏人，真不好做。。
坏人，真难做。。
只希望，能坏得成功。。
加油！ ^^

放手，不再执着

2011-12-26T00:45:00.002+08:00

今夜，我选择了放手。。

我拒绝了执着与固执。。

一切，就随缘吧。。

是你的，终究是你的。。

至少我也已经做了我该做的一切。。

说了该说的一切。。

尝试我所能尝试的一切。。

其他人的抉择，

我无资格去作出任何的影响与猜测。。

我只能默默的接受已成的事实。。

谢谢您曾经给过我那虚构的幸福。。

让我至少曾享受过其短暂的过程。。

努力

2011-12-22T11:23:00.002+08:00

有时候，我会想。。
为什么我需要那么的努力去完成某个事项？
有时候，我又会想。。
为什么我需要继续努力，尽量做到最好？
有时候，我又再会想。。
为什么有那么多的人只是会静静的坐在那边，然后期待成果。。
期待其他人辛苦努力得来的成果。。
却经常吵闹着 “为什么那么的不公平”
但，试问又有多少人给过人适合的 “公平” 呢？

离开枷锁

2011-12-22T07:18:00.001+08:00

今夜，是个回家的日子。。
也许很多人嘴上都说：“吉隆坡很危险，人心险恶”
但对我来说。。
那确是个温暖的地方。。
因只有在那里，我才感受到我的存在。。
因只有在那里，我才知道有很多群人仍旧对我不离不弃。。
因只有在那里，我才知道我，依然是我。。

这儿虽已培育了我数年，创造了不少的回忆。。
但总有一天我须离开这儿，走到远方去。。
总有一天，我不再出现在这儿的环境中。。
每件事都有好人与坏人的角色。。
也许我也当了不少的坏人角色。。
但在此我只想感激那曾经与我创造过不少回忆的朋友们，
谢谢您，谢谢您曾经与我的过去。。

Speechless

2011-12-21T11:27:00.002+08:00

I don't know what should I say..
You keep on telling me that,
you are stress..
you don't want to do all these task..
you don't want to look at those stuff..
you have no time to study for the test..
But what should I do?
This is what you had promised me previously..
Whenever I ask, do you need any help from anyone?
your answers are always be the same..
"no need, I think I do myself is better."
Whenever I ask, about when you will finish the task?
your answers are always be the same..
"I'll try my best and try send you before xx."
Whenever I offered you some member for help,
your answers are always ended up with the same..
"They sent me shit, I don't want to look at it."
I really don't know what to say..
I have the experiment need to be plan in very detail..
Although seem many person are helping me for the planning..
But end up is still the same, seem working alone..
I couldn't say I understand everyone's situation,
But at least I could understand a little more than other,
But how many of you all had understand my situation?
When I ended up by giving up,
When I ended up by attending test without full or even little preparation,
What the rest doing there?
Never, Never, Never..
There are no-one would like to or even physically or mentally support me..
Ended up by fighting myself..
But thankful.. I still got some great group mate there,
who willing to tell me: "Vincent, Beritahu I bila nak datang, atau I datang tengok apa boleh bantu"
I felt warm..
But for you, I started to felt disappointed..
Other can finished up almost everything by they own, or few people..
And I gave a lot of members for helping you..
Although mostly are been rejected for your stand,
But those wonderful had been stressed by you too..
You said you have no time to study,
But you can study and memorize almost everything for the test,
But how about other? I just hope that you could learn some spirit from other..
Don't just look on yourself but try understand for other as well..
You are not working alone,
but instead, I'm..

Abnormal

2011-12-20T07:27:00.002+08:00

我发觉我好像不是正常人。。
每当别人非常不得空时，我总是非常的得空。。
每当别人很压力的时候，我总是脑袋空空，没有压力。。
每当别人非常得空时，我却忙得不可开交。。
每当别人轻轻松松时，我却开始感到压力。。
我究竟是不合群，还是不正常呢？
恩。。
也许我就是这样吧？哈哈。。

孤军作战

2011-12-08T21:50:00.001+08:00

也不知从何时开始。。

我经常的被遗忘与忽略。。

这一种感觉，很不好受。。

也许，与我平常在工作上的认真有关吧？

不知。。

也不想了解。。

因为目前还没有打算作出任何的改变。。

也许我该习惯这一种感觉吧。。

因为我始终不被当成其中的一份子。。

Headache Period

2011-10-25T14:56:00.002+08:00

this is a period which i always headache and felt tire..

not caused by the weather,

not caused by heavy work,

not caused by the people,

but caused by self-management.

A person who been praised for the successful in self-management,

A person who been praised for the successful in time-management,

A person who been praised for the successful in organizational management,

is now failed all management.

Perfectionist,

Helpfulness,

Smart,

Is no longer appear.

Or I'm not longer who I am?

I curious on it..

I doubt about it..

不开心的夜晚

2011-05-23T01:26:00.002+08:00

今夜，是个孤独的夜

虽然仍有朋友在身边

但仍感到孤单与无助

回顾，只会产生失望与痛苦

因一切已不再一样

只因我一再的犯错

Give Up..

2011-05-09T22:09:00.003+08:00

I choose to give up..

As there are no motivation..

Although maybe there are still some hope for this society..

But the organization had told me that..

We do because we have to do..

Where's the objective?

Where's the motivation?

None..

Nothing..

This is not what I usually fight for..

We do..

Because we have to do for you..

Fight for you..

But not for us.. nor the members..

This is what I felt from you..

I was thankful for not need to put high effort for this stuff..

But I was sympathy on those who have to continuously fight for you..

Although they know nothing from you..

And gain nothing from you..

For me,

I will continue to do what I have to do..

Not because of you..

Not because of the organization..

But because of the promises..

I will still put my eyes on time..

To look for any changes that might happen in the future..

If there are still don't have any changes..

I'll just pray for you..

And pray for the future of the organization..

诅咒

2011-05-07T00:21:00.004+08:00

一年、两个学期了

每每回家的路途上总是不安宁

这一次比上一次更严重了

希望这将会是最后一次

人间有爱

希望爱可以化解一切的苦难

价值

2011-05-04T18:05:00.004+08:00

每个人都有个价值

可能是别人给的

可能是家人给的

可能是自己给的

而我。。

今天已感受到某人所给我的价值

也体会到什么是 0 价值

原来 0 价值也只不过如此

考试

2011-04-25T15:29:00.002+08:00

也不懂过了多少天的考试日了

也不懂已经考过了多少张考卷了

今天的考试，我不是很会做

看到考卷，看看问题，就想要睡觉了

因为。。好像很难哦。。

做做下，越来越想睡了

但是最后也做完了，没有睡

心想：想不到这张考卷那么有水准

只能怪我平时不努力，现在徒伤悲了

明日后日又是另一个考试了

希望能够读好来

但现在最主要的还是要对抗梦魔

因为最近睡太多了

越睡就越想继续睡

有感

2011-04-19T11:18:00.003+08:00

正所谓在家靠父母，出外靠朋友

不知不觉，在登大已经有了两个弟弟

两个都很不错，常常在和他们聊天时，总会发现自己还有很多东西都还不会

孤陋寡闻，乃是我一味的耻辱，但也是一直鼓励我的推动力

然而，弟弟们所提供的亲情，却温暖着我远方缺乏的爱

我爱你们，因为我真的当你们是我的弟弟，但也希望你们也爱我

我很享受和大家在一起的时光，但光阴似箭，总有一天大家都会离开

也不知道将来的大家将会如何

但无论如何都好

让我们享受现在

珍惜当今

我爱你们

Ashame

2011-04-11T07:58:00.003+08:00

It is ashame to me when I noticed I was entering a playground which my intelligent was being fool or teased by someone who should be ashame. A common or basic organization should be organized, planned and managed well or else it will be dull, doubt, and lastly out of society. I was wondering I need to be dumb of fools or I need to stand for the good for our team, as a member of team. Yea, I could leave it easily without any guilts, but could I leave it so? The only consideration that it was is the rights, ethics which everyone could easily learn in true.

成绩等于一切？

2011-04-05T19:25:00.002+08:00

今天的考试，只能够用失败一词来形容了

我所读的，都没有出

我所 ignore 的，都出完来

同学在考完了过后告诉我，原来 xx 是需要背的

再问了问，原来就只有我一人不知道

只能说，大学本是如此

也不记得是昨天还是前天

一个朋友在网上说到：

“你常记得人，但又有谁记得你？”

大概是这样的吧

但我觉得很有意思

的确，往往在你协助了他人，或者合作了过后，

什么都已不再

也许就只有你还有利用价值的时候

人家才会记得你吧？

自找的犯贱

2011-04-04T01:41:00.010+08:00

最近真的觉得自己是蛮犯贱的。

明明知道是无能为力，但还是尽力而为。

明明知道需考量很多因素，但还是不会量力而为。

最终落得如此下场，又该怪谁呢？

只能怪当初充满希望的自己。。

后悔过去的过去。。

用牺牲来换取醒悟

2011-04-01T19:48:00.002+08:00

最近，也许是考试太多

而我也开始有想要放弃的感觉

很多科目都似懂非懂的

然后就去考试了

也不懂答案对不对

信心，慢慢的遗失了。。

然而，在这么的环境之下，我成长了。

虽然，我知道我肯定不能做的很好

但是，今天我有学习到了一样东西

我看见了我自己

我明白了

思

2011-03-25T11:21:00.002+08:00

过了一晚，思考了许久。明白了、清楚了、知道了。现在需要时间去消化、整理、厘清、修正我的心态、思想、思绪。

接下来的数天，什么都不做了。将会着重于如何看清自身的问题、然后解决它。

看来，我似乎进错了行，走错了路，要如何修正我自己？也唯有靠我自己了。加油！

不开心

2011-03-24T21:30:00.002+08:00

的确，又再次的发生了。我的考试又考得不好了，明明问题就不是很困难；明明知道答案是怎样的，但是就是写不出来。看来我的问题似乎越来越严重了。不只是这一个科目，其他的科目也都一样。怎么办呢？看来需事先搞好我自己的问题先咯。观念、看法、心态等等都需要再次的调整了。加油吧，道伟。

强弱之分

2011-03-23T19:56:00.002+08:00

一路来，很多人都很喜欢和我说：“你都不用担心的啦，你那么强，怎样都不会差到哪里去的咯”。但我很想说：其实，我有很多弱点、缺点，而我身边的人，却充满了许多的强项和优点。和我在一起，显现出来的是，我是一个弱者。因为往往在我知道了自己的弱点后，却又不知道该如何去面对、去解决。

我

2011-03-21T23:34:00.003+08:00

我刚刚发现我丧失了我自己。。我不再是过去的我，当初的热心、恒心、意念已不再。。

当初的概念、我的希望、我的原则已改变。。

为什么？时间？环境？还是？

真希望我还是我，依旧的我。。

很想骂人。。

2011-03-12T20:12:00.006+08:00

我很想骂人，我已经尝试降低要求很多了，但是做么你们还是好像随随便便就做了，然后给我？我不是义务帮你们改还是什么的，分数是大家的，不是我的；这也是一个团体的功课，不是个人功课。这一个团体功课，大家都有责任做到最好，但你们一再的拖拖拖，到最后出来的东西，明眼人一看就知道是随随便便的工作。你们就是喜欢给我作出选择，我究竟要随随便便的过关，交一些连我都不能接受的东西，中学生的功课；还是赶夜班车，替你们收拾，做出一个至少比较像样的东西？我知道大家都很忙，我知道大家都很不得空，我也想大家在这一个团体里能够学到些什么东西的，大家都是学生，应该不分你我高低，但是。。真的越看就越生气，算了，我改！但是我还是会在那边讲讲讲，你们就让我讲吧，不然，真的很生气！

但是，用心想了一想，也许真的不能太过怪他了。毕竟，每个人都是个个体，每个人都有自己的选择和决定，也许他觉得这一份东西不是很重要吧？也许他觉得这一份东西还有其他人会帮忙收拾或什么的吧？每个人心中都有一个要求的，至于要求有多高，有多复杂，乃因人而异。这社会就是如此的现实，我不能渴望其他人有和我一样的看法，一样的衡量方式，但至少我能有我自己的看法和要求的衡量方式，我说了出来，能不能接受，也是因人而异，但至少我说了出来，别人知道。也许这就是我的性格吧？所以往往都会按耐着自己的情绪，默默的作出一些别人不在意的东西。唉，也不多说了，工作了。。

心情不好。。

2011-03-09T16:09:00.003+08:00

今天原本心情很好的，但是。。现在心情很不好。。也许就因为某人吧？我有一些不明白，为什么好像很多人都很自私。。别人对你好，好像是理所当然；别人对你不好，那其他人就一定是错的；你对别人好，好象是你逼不得已的；你对别人不好，那是因为是他们的错。。为什么呢？不明白。我也很忙（也许吧），你也很忙，其他人也很忙。。但为什么就好像只有你可以忙，别人就得帮你忙呢？

讲师说过，老师说过，课本说过，网上也常说过。。有时候，放下您所谓的“身份”，不要那么计较，你就会开心点的啦，也会过得比较好一点，没那么多压力。。但是，今天，我就是想计较一下。想了想，你常说人家自私，你自己就不自私了吗？也许你对你比较喜欢，或者不是很熟的人不是那么地自私。。但是，以我的角度来看，你对我，就是那么的自私。。为什么？我不想讲，也不想说。。就只因为我觉得我好像是个傀儡，我好象是必须为其他人服务，为其他人服务是我的责任。。我并不是说替其他人服务是不好的，但是多多少少也会有一些“回馈”吧，至少在其他人需要你的少少的帮忙，或者容忍时，你也应该可以慷慨一些的协助他人吧？就连那么少少的要求你都不能满足，何况说其他更大的要求呢？至少也尝试体会或谅解一下其他人吧？我很不喜欢这一种感觉，但。。在这里说了，也就算了，也不想再提起了。无论你是觉得我是在说你还是其他人都好，同一句话的，请至少体会一下其他人，谅解一下其他人，没有人的责任是为了你而活得，每个人都有自己的难处和问题的，谢谢！

0.1 的算法

2011-03-05T21:20:00.003+08:00

在一場國立大學EMBA、

高階企業經理人的演講中，

我提到簡單的數字遊戲：1×1×1×1

1乘1，乘以十次，答案會變多少呢？

答案很簡單，當然是「1」啦。

可是──1.1×1.1×1.1×1.1

也就是1.1乘1.1，乘以十次之後，

答案會變多少呢？

我想，答案就不容易算了！

我問學員，有人猜十，

有人猜八......正確答案多少呢？

你要不要用計算機算一下？

答案是「2.85...」。

假如每天進步一點點，

日積月累，積極、不斷地進步、

再進步，那麼「乘以10次」之後，

答案就變「2.85...」

可是，如果每天懶散一點、

懈怠一點、沒有目標、無所事事......

0.9×0.9×0.9×0.9

亦即，「0.9」乘以十次以後，

答案會變多少呢？

我問學員，有人答：「0.8」，

有人答「0.7」......正確答案是多少呢？

請你親自用計算機算一下好嗎？

相信你的印象會更深刻！

答案是「0.31」

啊？「0.9」自乘十次以後，

會變「0.31」而已呀？這，

就是「積極」與「懈怠」截然不同的命運！

有人在自我生命中，

加入了「正向」、「積極」、

「堅持」、「永不放棄」的因數，

每天努力朝向自己的目標前進，

那麼，他們的成績就愈來愈亮麗，

業績愈來愈加倍！

可是，有些人個偷懶、萎靡、

沒有目標、不願積極行，

那麼他們的命運，可能就是極普通，

甚至是「倒退魯」的景象。

「不跪地，怎能聞花香？」

一名攝影師說：「要拍出花的氣味，

就要蹲下、跪下，以謙卑的態度貼近花朵！」

人，也是一樣，想要有精彩的人生，

就必須以實際行，

積極的用生命來交換！所以，

「少年時要狂，目標遠大、胸懷天下；

青年時要闖，要勇於行、創新，

成為生命的勇敢戰士！」因為，

「上半輩子不猶豫，下半輩子才能不後悔！」

真的是一題蠻有趣的數學題。

1×1×1意指，每天一成不變，

最終的結果還是1。

1.1×1.1×1.1意指，每天改變或學習一點點，

最後也將聚少成多聚沙成塔。

0.9×0.9×0.9意指，每天偷懶一點，

損失在不知不覺中變大，

競爭力也在不知不覺中消失。

在未來的日子裡，

希望大家都能像那1.1×1.1×1.1的數學題一般成功幸福。

逃

2011-03-05T09:20:00.002+08:00

昨天和我弟弟聊天聊了几个小时，虽然好像大多数都是我在讲，他在听。。但是。。我还是觉得很开心。。因为，在和他谈天的当儿，好像也在讲着我自己的问题。。究竟是我自己的问题？还是环境的问题呢？昨天好像一路上都在鼓励着弟弟，也好像一路上在鼓励着我自己。。最近的我，似乎又好像回到了我的低潮期。。凡事都没有精神，无精打采，soso 的就过去了，满脑子都是很 negative 的东西。。但想了想，真的。。是我个人心态的问题。。我，应该还在逃避着一些东西。。我应该还不敢的去面对一些东西。。我害怕，我担心，我不明白会怎么样。。也许，我也应该学一下如何去面对问题，如何去规划我要如何去面对它。。就好象昨天一样，我又在 fail 了一个科目。。 fail.. 在我字典里是很重要的问题，我绝对不允许他的存在。。它的存在意味着我并没有尽我最大的努力。。它的存在意味着我脆弱心灵的存在。。它的存在意味着我失败的那一面。。我讨厌，没办法，伤心是伤心了一会儿，然后也就没有什么特别伤心了，而存在的也只是失望而已。。我很想放松一下，我告诉我弟弟，我很想找一天和他谈谈心，然后抱着哭一下。。但是他。。他没有拒绝我，但是说最近比较忙。。所以。。唉。。今天早上起床，看看了讯息。。他问我。。你可以吗？我不明白是指什么意思。。我也不懂我回了他什么讯息。。我只是懂我心中的答案。。其实我不是很 Ok 而已的咯。。我曾经也想过要找他来谈谈。。然后哭一下，舒解一下心中的压抑。。但是，想了想。。我和他也只不过在这一个学期开始比较熟悉而已。。也不懂他怎么想的。。我曾要求他教我做 account.. 但是，和我弟弟一样的。。他没有拒绝我，他建议我想我另一位同学学习。。我何曾没有想过呢？如果我觉得真的适合，我肯定会叫她教我啦，但是，我感觉到的是，她最近真的不是很适合教我，她正面对着一些东西，而感觉上你却在比较好一点 situation，当然教也会比较好一点啦。。唉，不懂做么突然之间写了那么多关于他的东西。。算了。。说真的，来了大学那么多年，我还是觉得男性比较好相处，比较好沟通。。而女性。。不知怎么的，可能看得多，听得多，接触的多。。好像大多数都很。。不喜欢哪一种感觉。。很假。。也让我有时少了很多男性的尊严。。我也不明白为何我身边那么多的男性，都会被女性的威严所逼了下去，就像我讲师之前说的，男生就应该要做得像男生应该做的一样啊。。振作点啊，朋友们。。我会支持你们的。。而我，现在正要和我的命运作出一些挑战，我要振作，我要加油，我要努力，我是不会那么轻易放弃的，我要勇敢的面对和解决这一路来的问题，不再让它困扰我了，加油！

失败了，失望了，但日子还是得过

2011-03-03T18:00:00.002+08:00

最近一直觉得自己很差，很失败，很多东西都完成不了，功课，报告，笔记，学会，什么什么东西都好，都觉得一塌糊涂。就连这一篇日记，也是那么的一塌糊涂，我是怎么搞的？我真的那么的失败吗？还是？我想了想，最终原因还是因为我自己。因为我无法管理好我的欲望，一味的休息，逃避，玩等等。那当然就没有时间，没有精力去完成我其他的东西啦。我真的很笨，为什么我那么的放纵自己。即使放纵了自己，也放不完。真糟糕。我真的没有用，社交，朋友，学业，什么都已经离我而去，就因为我太过笨了？还是我凡事都要求完美？很多东西，我不懂该怎样说，我很想改变，我很想做的很好的，我很想去完成我想要的东西，但往往我都在最后一分钟逃避，就连开始都没有开始过。。还有的就是一个人，从我新年回到登大后，一直都放不开的。也不懂什么的一回事，她好像开始逃避我，没有讯息，没有消息，没有联络。什么都没有了。就真的什么都没有了吗？还是？还是她只是忙于功课而已，没有时间想其他的东西呢？我不知道，也不懂如何去面对，很多时候，我想找他，但，最后，还是放弃了。。很多时候，我想问他，你怎么了？是不是还是生气我忘记了你的生日？但，最后，还是放弃了。。我真的很没有用。。没用到我不懂该如何去表达。。不知道。。

还有就是我的社交，似乎，和很多人都已经脱节了。。我也似乎不再以朋友为先了，不再什么都是朋友先了。。而是功课？家人？我选择家人。。但是我不懂该如何去表达我对家人的爱，我要show.. 也许，就只是在功课上努力，加油，不要让家人为我而操心罢了吧？讲到朋友，我真的不懂应该如何去和他们说对不起，我真的好想脱节了很多，没有什么和他们出去玩了，而在大学里，同样的事情也是发生了，也许是因为我每年都发生的变动期吧？不知道。。

最近我真的越来越欣赏我的一个同学，他真的很棒，功课，成绩，报告，朋友等等。。在很多方面都做得很好，我很羡慕他，也尝试向他学习，也许，他拥有我以前的拼，而现在我已经没有了。。而且，他很开放，认识很多人，不向我，不懂的如何去交际，如何去认识新朋友。他有很多朋友真的很多，而且很多都是外地的，真奇怪，他是怎样做到的呢？怎样维持那么多的呢？令我羡慕。。但，我还是我，我还是得学习，得学如何去进步。。也许，我真的不能那么的保守，那么的害羞。。我，是能的，相信我自己。。相信我家人。。相信我朋友。。加油，道伟。。无论日子多么的难过，我是能够熬过的。。而你。。再等等吧。。等我完成我最近的目标，我就会去找你的了。。我知道。。我真的做了很多对不起你的事。。urm.. 在等等吧，我也不想让你看到我失败的一面，我会加油的。。加油，道伟！

一个重要的元素“人”

2011-01-25T20:31:00.003+08:00

最近发觉自己好像和很多人的感情都已经淡了下来，无论是同一个科系的还是登升的还是中学的都好，几乎好像对全部人都没有了一份热情似的。

最近，有一个同学在面子书上写一篇文章：文章中写到我们科系的华人好像很团结似的。而让我回想了一下我自己，是真的吗？也许是吧，但不包括我自己咯。往往我们科系有什么消息都好，都是会从某人的那一边得知而已的。如果当某人记了，那我也就肯定不知道了。而且，每次去吃饭还是什么都好，感觉我也不是他们科系的人似的：他们全部有说有笑的，而我却只能够坐在那边静静的，无奈的，想着几时可以回家休息或什么的。这却让我回想回想当年的我，是多么的孤单和无奈。回忆，似乎离我很远似的。很讨厌那一种感觉，但又不能，也不该怪任何人，因为这一个是我个人的问题，使我无法加入他们，而不是他们有需要或有责任看到我。而大多数时候，当同学们和我说话的时候，话题总是里不去课业。难道除了课业外就没有其他的东西可以谈了吗？同学就只是课业而已嘛？而尤其是当我的成绩一路下滑的时候，情况就更加的明显了--越来越少话题了，因为我的同学大多数都好像只是读书而已的，朋友，也许对他们来说就只是在读书上有所帮助的棋子罢了吧？不知道。。这也许只是我个人的感觉而已，也许他们真的还有很多话题呢？谁知道？但我就是不喜欢这一种感觉，好像很假，我不喜欢。。总的来说，同学，对我而言就真的是同学。。也许，真的，可能同学们在我的心目中还有某些地位，所以我在这里才可能写到关于他们的东西。。

登升，也许就是我在大学的唯一回忆吧？我的大多数的朋友都是登升的，而在大学里，也只有它才给到我一个“家” 的感觉。很多登升的朋友们，当我们在一起办活动时，一起玩乐时，一起kacau 其他人或什么的时候，真的，我很开心。。尤其是当在活动中看到我的朋友们的时候，另外一种感觉又会浮现出的，但我不知道应该如何表达这一个感觉。。有时候，不是登升的活动时，我们一起去玩，一起去吃东西，一起讨论功课，一起去海边玩或什么的。。很开心。。但也不知道这一种开心会到什么时候呢？嗯。。当很多功课来了的时候，开始应付不了功课的时候，不知道怎么的，我觉得还是可以的，至少一点点时间，我愿意。。但是我很多的同伴都开始不愿意了，但，我又该如何呢？唯有尝试，鼓励，支持着大家，希望大家能够回想会当初我们的那一份热情、感情。

家人，每当我开心，伤心，还是什么的时候，的确，我会先想到你们。。我知道无论什么情况之下，你们仍然在那边支持着我，陪伴着我。。当我在写着这一篇文章，到达这一边的时候，我的眼泪不知不觉跌了下来，不知道为什么，也许是说我知道吧？因为我很担心，不知道还有多少时间，不知道还有多少空间和机会。我知道大家的年纪都已经不小了。。总有一天是会。。唉。。但是我依然珍惜我们的一个缘分。。可惜的是，我很不喜欢，也很讨厌和心痛。。每当有人说我不关心家人，不珍惜家人。。因为我知道我是有的。。也许是因为我是男生吧，这一种感觉，我不懂表达，也不会表达。。这也许就是那一个“口硬心软”的心态吧。。唉。。

不想写了。。也已经够了吧。。我想我还是得快点完成我手上的任务，然后新年才能开开心心的度过吧。。不然，心情只会越来越重，越来越难过而已。。希望能够快点。。加油。。加油。。在加油。。也希望我能够回到当初的我。。找回当初的精神的能量。。加油啊！

生气？欣慰？

2010-11-01T12:14:00.002+08:00

都不知道该生气还是该欣慰。。

曾经让我烦心的人，改变了。。

曾经让我放心的人，改变人。。

曾经的曾经，还会存在吗？

曾经别人用10分钟的时间。。

曾经别人用随随便便的心态完成任务。。

曾经别人以期待他人替他们检查，修改，更进他们的作品。。

曾经别人以协助他人完成任务的心态，好心的帮助别人。。

曾经别人用10小时的时间。。

曾经别人希望他人能用心的完成任务。。

曾经别人希望不用再替别人检查，修改，更进他们的作品。。

曾经别人以团结一致的心态，和组员一起努力共同进退。。

现在改变了，实况不在了。。

曾经想要让他们了解实况。。

曾经想要和他们摊派，和他们说说什么是组员、什么是义务。。

究竟什么是合作、什么是协助。。

究竟每个组员做了多少东西，做了多少准备。。

难道现在就只有你有功课要做，你有任务要忙，我没有吗？

我和大家都是一样的，但为何我需要有义务去用我的时间交换你的时间呢？

我想重复的就只是，我们都是一样的。。

就因为如此。。

让我觉得我好像我是罪人，是我给到大家压力。。

让我觉得我好像很好，不用读书、不用复习功课，就只是替大家完成大家都觉得是负累的东西。

让我觉得我是大家的背负，而我是可以不用那个存在的。。

是吗？

其实有谁会不想有人可以替自己分担负担，分担压力的呢？

而我，也和大家一样。。我也需要的。。

这个学期就要结束了。。

希望下个学期，大家都还可以合作愉快。。

同一个事件，也希望不会再发生在你我他之间。。

我只希望，能够开开心心的度过每一天。。

我只希望，能够安安全全的度过大学生涯。。

丰富我的，只希望是我身边的每一个人。。我身边的每一个事物。。

2010 2010

2010-10-20T18:27:00.002+08:00

道德、友情、知识、责任。。哪一样比较重要呢？

课业、享受生活、兴趣。。哪一样比较重要呢？

时间、压力、休息、逃避、决策。。又该如何调整呢？

人，真的可以相信吗？

一个约定，能坚守多久呢？

一个答应，又能完成多少呢？

随便的完成、用心的完成、曾经尝试过的完成。。

只需要一双普通的眼睛就能衡量了。。

真的，我很想相信。。

真的，我很想信任。。

真的，我很想帮忙。。

真的，我很真诚的。。

结果，这就是我所得到的。。

人就是如此的吗？

我知道每个人都有不同的价值与看法。。

但，很抱歉的。。我暂时未能接受。。

也许，时间真的能让我成长。。

《混乱的思维 - 20102010》

hoho.. back to blogger?

2010-04-19T00:36:00.002+08:00

It was a long time since my last post before the second semester start.. Urm.. Once i enter second semester, my schedule seem fully filled and don't have much time to spend online or even blogger nor facebook.. So and then, no more post available after second semester start.. hoho..

I'm currently located at KL as my final test was just finished.. It should be a happy and enjoyable holiday for me.. however, I was tasked to finished many responsibility.. have to attend for many meetings or camp that available during this holiday.. urm.. I should ask myself.. can I handle it nicely? I wonder I could.. Chinese representative association and UMT DS was almost fullfill my holiday schedules.. I have to finish up a video, set for the hotline that will available soon, analyse all the datas that seniors passed to me, get ready with the later chinese representative association junior welcome activities.. etc.. haiz.. felt busy, but I still able to live happily at most of the time.. just.. I felt.. I will spend many money at this holiday.. haiz..

Many of my form 6 friends will finished their holiday at the end of April or the beginning of May.. So, hopefully I could finish all proposal and at least could make a better draft for this moment.. Hopefully I could.. could get some times to spend with some friends who was lost contact for a long time.. God Bless.. I could! I can.. wakakakaka..

Diseases Prevention at UMT

2009-11-22T09:54:00.003+08:00

[Warga.pelajar] Penyakit Berjangkit(bawaan air) yang Merbahaya semasa Banjir

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera kepada saudara saudari pelajar UMT
sekalian,

Sukacita diharap agar semua warga berada dalam keadaan sihat sejahtera,

Di sini ingin saya menarik perhatian semua agar mengambil langkah-langkah
pencegahan untuk menjaga kesihatan diri dan keluarga terutamanya semasa
banjir. Terdapat penyakit yang merebak melalui air yang tidak bersih atau
tercemar, makanan yang tidak dimasak dengan betul seperti Taun(cholera),
Demam Tifoid, keracunan makanan dan sebagainya.

Di antara tanda-tanda penyakit berjangkit(bawaan air) yang merbahaya
semasa musim banjir ialah seperti berikut :

i) Cirit yang akut dan berlarutan boleh mengakibatkan dehidrasi
ii) muntah berterusan
iii) Demam
iv) kejang otot dan cramp
v) rasa dahaga, kulit kering, lidah kering disebabkan oleh kurang air

Sekiranya terdapat tanda-tanda seperti di atas, segeralah berjumpa Doktor
untuk mendapatkan rawatan.

Di antara langkah pencegahan untuk penyakit ini ialah :

i) Minum air yang di masak ( elakkan air telaga walaupun di masak)
ii)Makan makanan yang baru di masak dengan betul
iii) Guna air yang bersih untuk membasuh sayur, buah-buahan dan alatan memasak
iv) Basuh tangan dengan sabun dan air bersih selepas menggunakan bilik air, sebelum makan dan semasa menyediakan makanan
v) Tutup makanan dari lalat, serangga dan tikus
vi) Pilih kedai makan yang bersih ketika makan di kedai makan
vii) Bersih sekeliling rumah dan lupus sampah di tempat yang sesuai
viii)Guna toilet yang sesuai
ix) Jangan mandi air sungai dan air banjir
iix) Elakkan minum minuman berais( ais dari kilang)

Sama-samalah kita menjaga kesihatan diri, keluarga dan rakan kita. Jika
terdapat sebarang pertanyaan, bolehlah berhubung dengan Doktor di Pusat
Kesihatan Universiti.

Sekian, terima kasih.

--
Dr. Arnie Binti A.Rahim
Pengarah
Pusat Kesihatan Universiti
Universiti Malaysia Terengganu

Urm.. Luckily I'm not at UMT right now. If not, I really have no idea what to eat while at there. Wonder UMT is having flood or not. haiz, hopefully not to happen. Good Luck to all Terengganu's people and do god bless you especially my friends who still staying at UMT.

Yu Hu~~ End of Final Test for 1st sem..

2009-11-09T14:09:00.002+08:00

Yu Hu~.. I was just end up my first semester in UMT.. my final was just gone.. kakaka..

I'm now currently waiting for 11th November.. after that, I'll be back KL.. hoho.. then enjoy my great holidays with my friends.. Urm.. recently i'll enjoy some computer games and some movies in my room.. and also enjoy last few days in UMT... go some place that I never or seldom go and play.. eat something that I seldom eat.. hoho.. as I was busy with my assignments and studies before test.. hoho.. bye, UMT..

Another bad luck day in UMT..

2009-10-31T00:34:00.000+08:00

What a bad luck I was today. My room mate was told me he lost his umbrella. He put the umbrella just in my house's living room in order to evaporate the water above it.However, just in few hour time, the umbrella disappear and he was decided to buy a new umbrella in evening during lunch..

In a late night, just half hour before my posting, I noticed my bottle and 'TOP' detergent was lost! I went to a meeting at 9pm and end up around 10pm. when I went back room, my housemate, eik ee said he left my bottle in his bicycle's basket.so and then, I went down to search for his bicycle and I found nothing. I request him to search for me, he could get his bicycle but my bottle was lost! What the.. when I wanna back room, when in a second before upstair. I noticed the clothe that i put for the dobby... .. .. my detergent lost! search around, but still couldn't get it. What the.. nothing to say.. still quite unhappy as something lost even it may not so valuable.. haiz.. terrible dicipline! this is what I could say.. such cheap thing also wanna to steal, I doubt for these graduaters, how could them be after entering society.. Is our people really poor till that? DEB.. may could continue then.. Zzz..

The Beginning of Exam Season

2009-10-25T20:06:00.003+08:00

My Exam Paper Slip

My Exam Season was began today. And My first test was Biochemistry which seniors classified as the hardest subject in first semester. However, I felt it was quite okie and not as hard as what seniors said. It may due to my high confident toward myself. I hope I could get a better results as what my target be. I hope that all of my subject could get A or at least B+. However, my next subject was strongly weaken my aim. As what I knew, many of my friends already get their results of their second test. However, I was failed to find Dr. Amir, and so I couldn't get my paper back yet. I heard the highest is only 38/50. I wonder I could get more than 30 or not as I knew I did badly in this test. I was not fully prepared and even not so understand in certain parts. I felt many of my friends couldn't answer a part that it was actually not came from the notes. The questions is asking about the function or certain vitamin. Well, I think I also couldn't answer it well. As I also dunno the answer. Urm.. Hopefully I can get good result in the second test.. Because I felt the final test would be harder. I might not score in the final test as the lecturer was told that he will mark strictly for the final test. Hoho.. Tomorrow gonna to find him.. to got back my second test paper and ask for suggestion on books.. Urm.. gonna to prepare my "Introduction to food science" lo.. so see ya.. hope all the best for those who having exams.. Good Luck!

Terrible DengSheng

2009-10-18T11:04:00.002+08:00

It is a terrible society that I first met in UMT.. DengSheng is a society that under 'Hua Xie' in UMT but is a sub-society that under QuanSheng. My friends and I was decided to join this society since we felt QuanSheng would help other Juniors. However, the internal system of DengSheng is very bad. Almost all sub-society in 'HuaXie' created a lot of activities for their members and had invited a lot of juniors to join them.. however, DengSheng was never create any activity for any junior member after the 'kexijieshao' (an activity that held in super early during the sem)... I asked a lot of friends, and I noticed many of first year student would like to join DengSheng for a long time.. However, all of them dunno any news/activities about dengsheng.. so they thought this society was no longer exist or available for juniors to join..

Just at few weeks ago, I knew a girl who named Linda and she got news from her senior about quansheng. And then I knew that this society is actually still got some activity.. but they never invite juniors to join.. After I knew Linda for quite a time, I was joined an acitivity that called 'xiao xian'.. it is actually is an activity that focus on secondary school.. and now I knew.. the society is still working.. The invitation was firstly sent to some juniors.. However, but was at the last minutes.. 6pm activity can invite other to join at 2pm.. Zzz.. Other society such as buddhist club also sent few messages in order to remind and invite other to join their activity.. haiz.. seniors still said they are not enough ppl and hope other to join.. but.. such systems with no activities and seldom inviting juniors to join.. then how can larger society's member? I think DengSheng should learn from other society..

Currently, they was planned to have few activities such as 'xiao xian' and gathering.. But the activity was been postponed and I wonder it will still exist or not.. the gathering was planned to have on 16th Oct, but without any news or informing, the gathering was postpone to 18thth Oct ( I get this news from friend). Today was 18th Oct. I wonder the activity is still held or not (Yesterday I asked a DengSheng Senior but she said haven get the confirmation from seniors, so not sure) . Linda is having her bidong trip, and I'm holding the responsible to inform my friends about today activity. I was sent a message to a senior to ask whether the activity is still on tonight or not. But still haven get the reply yet. Is him ignore my message or waiting for the confirmation then only reply to me? If until afternoon still couldn't get any reply from any DengSheng member, I will send a message to tell my friends that the activity is not confirmed yet-so dunno still exist or not.

Haiz.. It was suffer to get a gang of friends who really got heart to make deng sheng to be better.. But with this system, how can we do it? we planned a lot of activity to held.. if without cooperation of seniors.. can our activities will still on? can the society be better? without having any activities, for sure this gang of hearten juniors will left.. the hope that strengthen this society will break off.. And I will decide to leave too.. As I hate something disappoint me to happen repeatedly.. I dislike the feeling of sad.. and guilty toward my friends will input to my heart too.. haiz..

Test 2 is over!!!

2009-10-14T18:49:00.003+08:00

It was easy but hard.. it was restless but enjoyed.. It was stress but fun.. It was un-fully prepared but still able to finish up.. my second tests was just over!!! However, my final test is coming soon in just a week of time.. my first test will begin in coming 25th October.. and will end up at 8 Nov.. Hopefully I can finish up all assignments and homework and begin my journey to final test as soon as possible.. now still rushing for computer assignments.. urm.. my last assignment = Window Movie Maker.. but I learned it before and was used to create few video for my form six class before too.. Now I was tasked for a 3-5 minutes video for untitled and 3-5 minutes video for my campus lifestyle.. hopefully my group mates could give me fully support on doing all these stuff.. hopefully... Wanna to finish as soon as possible la.. not so likely to postpone all jobs.. ><>

A bad-luck day..

2009-10-12T00:12:00.000+08:00

In the early morning, I woke up for my breakfast and ready to have class.. After that, I was .. skipped the physical chemistry class? I stay at the hostel until 12pm.. then I only embark for my lunch.. Once I came down from my hostel ( my room was located at fifth floor ), I biked my bicycle to ASTAKA just to meet my friend to have lunch together.. Unfortunately, I noticed that my bicycle's tyer was broken.. the back-tyer was mess-up extremely.. Oh my god.. then never mind, I pushed my bicycle to ASTAKA to put over there for fixing at evening..

I reached chinese restaurant as usual.. pick certain dish and ready to pay.. I noticed that.. my waller was gone!! It was not having in my pocket.. I think think think.. I felt I was left my wallet in room.. It's okie.. luckily my friends was there.. I go to them, and borrow money from them.. Oh my.. how pity am I..

Ok.. after having lunch, it's time to go for Organic Chemistry class.. I step in the class as usual.. and wait for the lecturer to come.. Oh? wait wait wait.. at nearly 1pm, some student said the lecturer was cancelled off the class.. so do the next day.. Oh my god.. then why I still need to walk for a long way to wait? haiz.. never mind.. I cooled down myself.. After that, I was playing and joking and enjoying my time in the lecture hall.. after that.. was my computer lab.. as what you knew.. I was talkative.. so, I might be easy to be thirsty.. when I wanna to get my bottle.. I noticed my bottle was lost.. It was not in my bag.. how come.. I think I was left it in room ba.. then after computer lab, we planned to have dinner together before go for the indian's activity.. On the way, I noticed my umbrella was broken!!! How terrible am I.. haiz.. then I back my room to put my things down and take my wallet.. I noticed that my bottle was not in my room.. then i think should be at my bicycle.. I go for my bicycle.. but.. unfortunately It was not appear there.. haiz.. I lost my bottle.. then never mind lor.. I cool down myself..

After dinner, we gather at the gate and ready to go to the Indian's activity together.. my best friend, Shermond came and told me.. the camera that he left in my room was mess-up.. the lens couldn't reenter the camera.. Oh my.. why everything related to me was terrible today!!!

We reach dataran canselori.. and started the activity.. we worked hard for that.. however, the weather couldn't allowed us to break the record.. around 8pm+, the rain fall down.. and it was began to be heavier and heavier.. at last.. too heavy until all students that involved stay off from the rain.. Was my luck made this activity fail? haiz.. terrible.. Due to the heavy rain.. I walked back to my room.. and took my bath..

Once I finish my bath.. I get a message from my friend... the coupon was disperse to the students that involved in the activity.. I was in hostel.. then how can i rush back to dataran to get the coupon.. Oh my.. how terrible is it.. Hopefully the next day will be better.. I trust on you!!! Tomorrow will be better..

Indians wanna break Malaysia Record but fail..

2009-10-11T21:11:00.005+08:00

Today should be an important day for UMT's Indians and students.. It is because all races in UMT was cooperated to break Malaysia Record by.. Indian's Lights.. (should it call like this? hehe.. I also dunno)

The lights are arrange nicely.. I wonder total got how many lights there.. because.. the dataran nearly full with the lights..

See.. I was arranging the lights in order that it look nice.. hoho.. actually i'm not the one who arrange it la.. I couldn't help a lot.. as the place for standing or sitting is limited.. so I can only help some only.. hehe.. but at last I was busy filling oil and putting 'xin' in each light la.. I still got contribution de.. hehe..

all people are rushing to fill the oil and 'xin' for each light.. we must move fast as the weather seem worse.. we worry that the rain will come after..

some of my friends and I who attended the activity

However, it was failed due to the bad weather.. you can see some guyz/galz was rushing to keep the things at the dataran.. many oil was wasted.. the rain had flood it off from dataran..

We was planned to continue no matter how heavy was the rain.. but unfortunately the weather was extremely bad and the organizer was decided to give up.. all participates was ran off from the heavy rain.. the light that been lighted was slowly off one by one.. at last, no lights was survived.. all the fire off.. and many of the students included me was walk back to hostel.. because there was nothing else we can do.. when i was walking back to hostel.. I saw the organizers was cleaning up the candles, lights etc..

Busy October.. tata..

2009-09-30T22:58:00.004+08:00

what a busy October.. Full of test 2.. full of activities.. full of this .. full of that.. I wonder I could get a free time to relax or not.. coming Friday will be my first test after the short Raya Holiday-- Organic Chemistry.. then will be my computer and biochem and physical chem test.. then still got presentation.. my first presentation.. still got some society activities need to attend and might need to get ready for something else... 9 of October is CoCo day.. Oh my.. haiz.. how can I handle all these? Urm.. wonder how can I do it.. but I have to try on it.. hoho.. if not how can I... how can I.. hoho... survive in the coming few years o? wish me all the best ya.. hehe.. Need to make a better time arrangment.. have to reduce my time for relaxations and entertainments.. my meals also have to rearrange and make it into a better schedule.. hoho.. urm... anyway.. this might be my last post for coming a month.. hoho.. as October until 11 November will be super busy.. hoho.. my exam until 11/11/2009.. hoho.. that's computer test.. have to study all start from begin.. as I dun have the full notes.. haiz.. anyway... wish me good luck la.. hoho.. when I was free.. I will post again de.. hoho..

Missed a bus to KT

2009-09-26T23:19:00.004+08:00

It was just happened yesterday.. my friends and I was waiting for the bus since 9.00pm++ in the bus station. However, the bus was still haven reach the bus station at around 10.15pm.. I was still standing still to wait for the bus.. Just in a short time, my friend came and tell me a 'joke' : the bus was gone.. I thought he was joking with us.. I doubt about it and went to the counter to ask about it.. Oh My God.. the bus was really went off.. We missed the bus!!!

Immediately after the notification, we was no idea what to do and keep on asking the person in the counter for more information and to know what should and what can we do.. The person felt annoy on our questions.. but the tickets that available on that night was already sold out.. the earliest bus ticket that going to KT which still available is in coming Sunday.. so how? we gonna buy the ticket for Sunday and went home? or we try get

tickets from other counters?

In a brief discussion among us and answering from the bus driver, the bus driver agreed to wait for us at Petronas in Bentong.. after that, we rush out of bus station and head toward taxi station to get a taxi to rush to the Petronas.. Fortunately, yefei's parent haven back yet.. they still able to fetch some of us to the Petronas.. So, we just need to get a taxi but not two taxi..

The taxi open the price with RM150.. we was shocked but have to accept it.. however, while we getting ready to get in the taxi, yefei's father came to the taxi and ask for the lowering of the transport fees.. It was lucky as yefei's father present.. the taxi agreed to reduce the transport fee to Rm120 for a taxi.. we save RM30!!! hoho..

During the way to taxi, we was worried whether the bus driver was waiting us or not.. we keep on call and sms the bus driver but couldn't get his reply.. we went to the petronas doubly and hoping he will wait for us.. with the blesses and lucky, we successfully contacted the driver and get to know tat they are waiting for us..

We chased the bus and get in the bus at around 11.35pm.. while we enter the bus, almost all the passengers was looking on us.. Some of them even say 'hello' and other thing to us.. I wonder if the driver told all the passengers that they are waiting us or not.. haha..

Urm.. it was a great experience to me that I will never wait for

the bus inside the bus station but outside the bus station.. I will notice and hear the announce carefully as we may missed the announce for twice.. ( the person in counter told us they was announce twice that night ) haiz... hopefully the same thing wont happen again as the pay for the experience is quite heavy for me.. haiz..

I thought our bus will look like this.. however, the bus wasn't look like this.. it was painted colorfully and the word 'transnational' was wrote small compared other buses.. the 'transnational' word was paint as small as the dark place just next to the 'transnational' that painted in the picture abovement..

Going Back to UMT

2009-09-25T00:30:00.003+08:00

so fast.. a week passed.. seem quite many thing didn't finish as planned.. urm.. and there was many gathering that held during my holidays.. urm.. quite a sweet memories.. I hope I could spend more days in KL.. with my other friends.. and families.. I felt guilty toward my family as I spend quite less time with them compare to my friends.. Urm.. but anyway.. I love you all.. I'm going back UMT tonight.. but there will be something else that I need to do too.. But I promise you all.. I'll be back.. in the coming November Holiday.. no matter how many activities or camp that i need to attend.. I will get a time to spend with you all.. hope to see you all..

Back To KL

2009-09-18T08:31:00.003+08:00

Finally, I reached my home.. To take a good rest.. To take a great break.. To Entertain.. To meet.. To feel.. but the most important thing is taking a good rest and break.. because since I back to UMT, I had been rush for the works until the kuliah finish.. Hopefully I could did what i planned to do in the holiday.. however, in just a week of time, could I do it? Hopefully I could.. hehe...

Holiday Soon... but..

2009-09-12T11:58:00.003+08:00

Holiday is coming soon.. but.. haiz.. so sad.. recently so many assignments, exercises and things need to be settle off.. if not how can i enjoy my holiday nicely le? haiz.. I just noticed, UMT had blocked certian web page.. just like meebo.com.. that always allow me to keep in contact with my friends.. haiz... so curious is it? why i need to use meebo instead of window live messenger? haiz.. i also dunno why.. but i always failed to enter window live messenger with my own e-mail.. but with other, yes it do.. is it my account been block or what? but if it do, then how come i still able to chat with my friends and family through meebo etc. ? haiz.. what else the the web page that enable me to keep in contact with my friends with window live messenger? haiz.. can anybody tell me? urm.. unhappy.. long time didn't get my family and friends de news liao.. dunno how are them right now.. but i also not as frequent to online as earlier i step in U.. as there are a lot of assignments that need me to finish it up.. hopefully i could get a formula to handle all these stuff.. and enable me to enjoy my U-lifestyle as happy as I could..

The photo that i caught in my friend's housemate de room door.. haha.. quite funny.. the block is only have man.. how come have woman o.. dun tell me is the auties who help us to clean the dustbin everyday? hoho.. funny malay guyz..

Sea Turtle..

2009-09-05T08:52:00.005+08:00

There were a convo pesta held few months ago. There was a small show about the sea organism, such as sea turtle , turtle, jelly fish, sea horse etc. It was my first time to met sea turtle. I heard other said that you are not certified as studied at Terengganu if you had never met sea turtle before, as sea turtle is a famous tourism point that attract tourism. Few week later after that, I have a chance to visit around Kuala Terengganu, and i noticed there are quite a number of stall that can sell sea turtle egg, but most of my friends said that we shouldn't be buying them as sea turtle is going to extinct.. so i did'nt buy it. however, if i was not mistaken, the price for the sea turtle was 5 for RM13, quite expensive and i heard it was not as nice as normal chicken egg, it smell 'xing'.. hoho..

the sea turtles was swimming..

Can you see the sea turtle's eggs? it was in a tin that located just at the right-bottom of the picture. It seem like pingpong ball which in white colour and many of it seem sudah lempik.. haha.. urm.. but i've no chance to touch and hold it.. however, if i wishing to do that, i think that's will be not a prob for me as there are an acitivity that stated that UMT students protect the seaturtle. but, the place for UMT students are limited and have to pay RM150 for few days staying at there.. hoho.. i wonder i have such a chance to do so or not? kakaka..

Jellyfish Gel that available for testing. I tasted and felt it was not as delicious as predicted. the jelly fish is hard to bite.. but the gel seem nice.. haha.. urm.. dunno, maybe it is delicious to other?

test test & test...

2009-09-02T18:25:00.002+08:00

wow... tests flood my mind.. I was finished few test just few days ago, but I was been noticed Organic chemistry test will be held soon... The lecturer said on 18th Sept, but.. how can she do it? as I was gone back to my hometown wot.. haiz.. so terrible is it.. before this, she was told that test will on 11th Sept... It was good news for me but bad for others.. as there will be 3 test held on the same day.. it was stress to everyone.. but for my stand, i hope all the test can be finished asap so that i'll be free of stresses.. haiz.. recently... urm.. felt restless.. hope I could get a free day to get sufficient rest.. hoho.. I am hoping 11th September will come as fast as possible.. the day of freedom began... but.. how's about Organic Chemistry o? wonder can score high or not... Urm.. I was did few mistakes in the previous exam, Biochem, hopefully my marks could cover the small mistakes.. hoho.. urm.. now my aim is.. get to wear the clothe as show below.. hoho.. to get as highest mark as I could in every subject.. wanna to aim for first honor of my class.. yeah! must trust on myself.. hoho.. I can do it , can do it, can do it.. yeah!!!

Examination season..

2009-08-28T16:39:00.003+08:00

Well, I'm currently having examinations recently.. and this might be my first examination that i sat in University.. Hope it would be best for me and could give a hand to me to get first honor.. Do God bless me.. The photo that i post abovement is the photo that i took before having my first test.. It was test for Introduction For Food Sicence that held at KK9 (Komplex Kuliah 9). My room mate told me that I was lucky as the seats was preserve for us. Inversely, they need to arrange the seats for themselve. Anyhow, I was made a lot of mistakes in the test, but hopefully it wouldn't make a big trouble for me. The second test was taken just an hour ago, that's Basic Physical Chemistry. I have confident toward the my second test as I felt the questions was easy, it was just two question and the marks seem given easily, an equation cost 2 marks each.. however, my first test may did badly, as I not so understand what should I learn from the course, none of my coursemate know what should be the question, and most of us had study a lot on it.. well, my next test will on just the next day of National Day.. wonder how is it.. hopefully wont hard.. must study hard..

Restaurant in City?

2009-08-24T19:44:00.008+08:00

I went back UMT just few days ago. After cleaning my room, I went to town with my friends in order to input our food storage for fasting month. the first thing that bear in our mind once reached town was get our lunch! we couldn't have time to have our breakfast as most of us are busy cleaning our room. However, when we search for our lunch in giant, we notice..

(Outlook)

Pizza hut was empty!!!

KFC's seats were empty too!!

Chicken Rice Shop and Other Restaurant was closed too.

Why all these happened? actually.. all these restaurant were not closed but they just start their business after 3pm.. I think it mostly caused by the fasting month ba. Islam is only able to have their breakfast and dinner and cannot have their drinks/meal all along the day. So, to prevent the wastes, so these restaurant don't open ba.. hoho.. after noticed for this issue, we changed our location to china town and have our lunch there.. wu.. the lunch was delicious.. and cheap.. haha.. but unfortunately i didn't take photo during lunch.. I was enjoying my lunch happily.. kaka.. however, may show you some photos again when I go to the town again..

Constructions

2009-08-23T20:04:00.005+08:00

There are quite many constructions around my Campus.. So, the air that surround my U is always flood by dust.. My desk will be recover by dust after i clean my desk in just a few hours. It's horrible, man! It also caused water that i boiled containing some sand as precipitation.. lolz.. I think it is caused by the construction that going on just next to our hostel, hopefully it will be done in year..

(before)

(After)

The Construction which going on next to my hostel.

(view from bus when I going back KL)

(the building that seem like seaturtle is our hall)

Construction that going on just in front of our hostel.

Welcome to UMT

2009-08-22T20:56:00.006+08:00

Yo.. I had been study at Univerty Malaysia Terengganu for around 2 months.. hoho.. and this is the first day that i blog after my University first intake.. hehe... let show you some photos.. hoho..

The photo that i took during orientation, it's in our Hall, DSM

Kuliah Class

Male's Hostel

Female's Hostel

Going UMT

2009-06-26T19:32:00.002+08:00

I'm going to leave KL in few hours time later.. I think I will hav no time to spend on blog.. at least for coming few month as I didn't plan to bring along my laptop to there.. These few days I was busy preparing for the University and PTPTN.. So I didn't have free time to write something in my blog.. However, According to my academic schedule, I should have a week of holiday and I mostly will back to KL on that time.. hoh.. Hope can meet my KL's friends on that time.. hoho.. Good Luck to my friends and families.. and my self.. :P

UMT, I'm Coming

2009-06-20T09:17:00.002+08:00

The Result of UMT was out yesterday, I was choosen to be a student of UMT which located at Terengganu.. The course that offer to me is SARJANA MUDA SAINS MAKANAN ( PERKHIDMATAN MAKANAN DAN PEMAKANAN ) which is a 4 years course. Urm.. It is so confusing as I dunno anything of the U at all.. I have to discovry and get ready as I'll need to embark in about a week. I need to register on 28 June 2009 and will stay at it's hostel for a year.. Luckily just a year, but not 4 years. If not, I'm sure that I'll be bore until... you forgot who am I.. As I know, there are lack of entertainments as what I am enjoying in KL right now. There are totally a rural place for KL people but I'm sure there will be a good place to enjoy your study.. Yesterday I was chat with a senior and try to get as many info that I can about the U by using Internet.. And now, i'm get to know something about it.. but.. I'll have to prepare a lot of thing before I could embark.. Hope everything will fine there.. And I think i may not post in the coming 6 months as I might be hard to online in the coming 6 months.. My senior told me we only can access internet at at cafe ( during the time in hostel ). Hostel do not serve wireless service to us. And also.. all malay food.. oh my.. have to suit myself in new environment ya.. half year.. I must trust on myself.. haha.. Anyhow, I still able to on if i'm in cafe.. but it could very hard for me.. as it will be super lag.. ( many people also online wot.. ) half year.. i tahan.. until i get hostel out of the University.. hehe.. then i can enjoy streamx service and back to life of internet.. hoho.. good luck to me.. and you.. hehe..

Island Red Cafe

2009-06-16T13:36:00.007+08:00

Few days ago, I went to Island Red Cafe which located nearby Sri Rampai. We didn't really have our dinner right there, but do drank some drinks there. The drinks is still okie, not so delicious and normal for me.. I still remember when we wanna to take leave, the cashier machine is broke down and need us to wait for around half hour ( or more than that? ) just to pay the drinks. They didn't even tell us and just let us to wait at there, until i get a waitress and scold then only know that. what a bad service that i get!

Outlook of the Cafe (seem quite popular because it's full of customers, we couldn't get in to second floor and only able to sit at ground floor)

Interior of the Cafe (seem like OldTown, another famous restaurant)

The next table of us. They seem talking in a large business ( those direct sales ). A guy keep on telling other about the sale, how to earn money, how to disperse the stocks, etc . some of them seem interest but some of them seem bore. lolz.. I'm not listen to them well, but the guy who briefing was talked loudly.. so i'm forcefully have to listen too.

Work for a Day

2009-06-13T12:10:00.010+08:00

I work for a day for Canon at Sg. Wang yesterday. It was a bore day. As there are too less customers, nothing much work that I can did. At early morning, There were two colleage that work with me, viz Kit and Leon. However, around an hour later, Leon was back to another booth located at lawyat, Kit was staying with boredem with me all along the day. I caught few photo during the time I fullfilled with boredem. These are cameras that I promote.

The main idea of the fair -- Hello Kitty.

There are a CCTV just above my head, looking around to prevent crime occur. It seems prevent us to do anything that prohibited during work.. But I don't think it can sense what we did below it..

A restaurant that in front of my booth. Keep shouting "Buy 1 Free 1" and "Buy 2 Free 1".. Lelong all along the day.. I'm suffer to stand there as bread as my favourit food, can see but can't taste. Suffer.. man..

I'm Lucky as there were anime showed not far from me. But it was sometimes blocked by Hellow Kitty. So I could not enjoy it well.. However, I couldn't hear the sounds and just can see the anime that keep repeating the same episode.. I just watched at the early time as the repeatable anime was bore to me..

A guy that work next booth that where I am was fallen sleep... but once customer came, he reacted immediately.. lolz.. I think he couldn't notice I caught his photo..

A canon key chain. I felt quite beautiful. But that's not free gift that offer. Just a simple key chain that hold key of the booth.

After suffering for 10 hours, I left booth and went to Pavilion to meet Mr. Yow, Mr Tan and Mr. Sim for going back together. While we were on our way back to Sentul, few guyz carried a female, pass the gate immediately and get in First Aid Room. I wonder what was happened. But that's not good to have such 'show' as audients will only make the thing worse.. So we just pass the ticket gate and go back Sentul and have our dinner.

BRJ Egg = Synthetic Egg???

2009-06-11T23:14:00.006+08:00

Synthetic Egg..
I always go to BRJ to have dinner or tea time with my friends. However, I read an article regarding the synthetic egg before. After that, everytime when i go to BRJ to have my time with my friends, when i order 'nasi lemak' , i doubt the real of egg that they served for us. Today, i had successfully get the proves with pictures regarding to this matter. So, I think I'll never order BRJ Restaurant's Any orders with eggs. Urm, as my friend, do you still dare to eat? hoho.. decide yourself!!!

Here is the link that i get the picture and info : http://www.hudong.com/wiki/人造鸡蛋 or http://xunicc.blog.sohu.com/102405867.html

you may try and read it and compare (highly prefer the first link). Maybe I'm wrong? As this is just the conclusion from what i know, maybe not 100% true. If I'm wrong, kindly show me some proof and i will change my mind. Can you? Thank You.

Spring Field Town Cafe

2009-06-09T11:33:00.009+08:00

I went for a tea yesterday. As usual, there are too less people that willing to have a tea with me. We went to wangsamaju at night and planned to drink some 'tong shui'. However, at around 10pm, all the 'tong shui pou' is closing at time. In the choice of choiceless, we went to the 'new shot lot' at wangsamaju and planned to search for some new restaurant to have our supper. We fortunate as we get to a new cafe that named " Spring Field Town Cafe " that only began their business three months ago.. It was still new, and less customers if compare with other restaurant.. the quietness is it's benefit if compare with other.. This restaurant is considered quite weird as the restaurant holder said.. It's theme is a cartoon.. I forgot what name is the cartoon.. as I doesn't like to watch this anime.. ><>

Outside View Of the Restaurant

Main Theme of Restaurant.. Almost whole restaurant is full of pictures of this anime

Some restaurant's part

Funny Rules that discriminate male!!!

Urm.. while we went to this restaurant.. it's about to close.. so they only able to serve us with the drinks.. the drinks is quite special.. the banana oreo taste good.. hoho.. You can try it when u go there.. kaka..

Lousy K530i

2009-06-08T11:20:00.003+08:00

I'm currently using this phone model. I bought it since 21 August 2008 and used to it until now. However, in not longer than a year of time, many problem occur toward this phone model. The chinese input is a bit slower if compare to other model. This is the main problem that I always face to. Few days ago, while I was taking my monitor to my teacher as she request to use it for a day.,I had drop my phone accidentally to the floor. The mic was malfunction. My sister brought it to the repairer to repair my phone. It cost RM40!! so expensive, man.. May be you will ask, "why don't you claim for the warranty? " as what i knew, usually repairation of warranty consume a lot time. I want back my mobile as fast as possible as the Universities intake result will be out soon in a short time. 19 June.. will I able to get back my phone? I don't think I maybe able to do so.. haiz.. so and then, RM 40 used for shorter the duration that i get back my mobile.. but.. haiz. RM40 le.. haiz.. still felt so expensive ne..

The model that I using, Sony Erricson K530i

USM? Suckz!!!

2009-05-31T21:42:00.004+08:00

At night of 29 May 2009, I celebrate my friend, WenZe's birthday at Wangsamaju. We gathered at yuwei house at around 8pm. Once I step in yuwei's house, " TohWai TohWai, faster come and check USM, the list was out!" yuwei told me immediately. I had been informed that I get the offer from USM and get my first choice -- Dietatic.. It was excited.. with my CGPA pointer 3.42, can get dietatic is really super lucky.. The God was blessing me.. After getting the sweet news, I informed all my friends and family who requested me and get a lot of congratulations. While we having our dinner with the birthday girl, One of my classmate, Siew Mei had been informed with sweet news too. She also get the same course as me, with the same CGPA pointer as mine. We decided to accept the offer from USM together at next day afternoon at her house.

At the afternoon of 30 May 2009, I reached SiewMei house, once siewmei click on the 'Sah & Hantar"..

"haraf maaf,dukacita dimaklumkan nama anda tiada dalam senarai berjaya USM...."

Oh my god.. everything is not real.. the Happiness is just last for a day.. Haiz... siew mei and I was so sad and worry.. Don't know what was happened.. Haiz..

A day later, that's today.. 31 May 2009.. the news from USM had spread out.. government know about it.. and everybody know about it... Do you know what's actually happen?

USM said, it is actually Technical Problem.. Siew Mei and I so do other unlucky guyz and galz.. know what's our fate is going on.. we don't get offer from USM.. all of these is just a sweet Dream for us.. Zzz.. what a sad news.. haiz..

USM is so lousy.. still said what APEX University.. haiz.. everybody is scolding them.. so do I.. because I thought I get the course that I want.. haiz.. so sad... at least for few days.. haiz... sad.. sad.. sad..

Day 2 of Redang Island

2009-05-23T18:53:00.009+08:00

Day 2

We woke up quite early in the morning, I think I was woke up at around 5am+, just to wait for the sunrise. The time that we used for waiting was quite long, some of my friend wouldn't wait for it and went back for sleep. I enjoy the time while we waiting for the sunrise. I dunno what feel it should be. Just like.. urm... the sunrise is coming, but is not.. Just as the feeling that we wait for our results.. Firstly, we thought we couldn't see the sunrise as some of the mountains blocked it. However, we were wrong. we can see the sunrise as the mountain do not block it. It is so beautiful. This is the first time that I could see the sunrise from the sea level. It's cool ! The first picture below is the picture that we took before the sunrise. The second is the picture that we took when we saw the sunrise.

After that, we went snockelling for twice and enjoy our time at beach..

All little young men..

Some women and their produces..

This is our class title-- U6B'08. Hoho. It still available until the last day. It seem like U6808, is it? haha. quite many people say so.. ><
The table that we used to have our meals, it seem like a meeting table, isn't it?

Day 3

At the early morning, around 8am, we embarked to the jetty, and began our journey to KL. On the way back to KL, the bus break down. Zzz. spent around an hour to fix, the typer problem.. and we took some photo during the bus stop for repairing. The dolls that we holding is brought by one of my friend's sister. Hoho.. It was really zadao when we noticed she brought her dolls along the trip.. hoho.. Curious what HawJiun doing there? He said he wanna to keep his eye open in the picture.. haha..
This is my whole 3D2N trip for Redang. Quite fun, isn't it? at least it is for me.. ^^

Trip Of Redang Island

2009-05-22T18:07:00.015+08:00

I went to Redang Island a month ago, with my friends and my friend's family. a total of 12 person, but unfortunately we decided to go redang Islang quite lately if compare to other. We missed the Matta Fair. So, we have to book a resorts that not so familiar and with a normal price. Haiz.. the price is quite a big different with matta fair. Once we reach Redang Islang, I refresh myself with some words that I get from 麦兜 -- 蓝天白云，水清沙幼.. haha.. the sea water nearby the seaside is totally light blue, the cloud that floating in the sky.. is so white.. not as what we usually see in pennisula.. wow, if possible, i would like to visit once again.. and will try different resort.. hoho..

Day 1

This is the place where we wait for transportation from resort. so that we can go to the jetty. This photo taken from Mc Donald.

Photo that we take together at jetty.

The Resort and the room that we stayed.
Going to snockelling.
At night, we walked along the beach and visit all other resort that redang have.

After that, we went back to our room, and chit chat until late night only sleep.. I remembered that we had talk some story about ghost, caused one of my friend need to change his sleeping place with me. In order to sleep far from window. Haha..Well, There are some photos about second day of Redang Trip.. but i'm lazy right now.. may post next day.. haha..

U6B 2008 Videos

2009-05-17T12:44:00.002+08:00

I had created some videos for my form 6 class, U6B.. here is it... enjoy it ^^..

i felt each part got it own nice but there are many imperfect also.. >< especially the picture quality.. >< haiz..

My History of December 2008

2009-01-20T14:30:00.000+08:00

Well, I had planned to blog something regarding my lifestyle after I finished my STPM.. but unfortunately, I could not get a time to do so.. So and then, I blogged it quite a moment after i finished my STPM examination.. Below are my schedules for December 2008:
1-3 Dec : I was on my STPM examination, quite a happy days as there are only objective papers left.
3 Dec : I went for a dinner with my classmates. It was fun and almost whole class attend the gathering. However, some of them did not show up themselves that night. That night, some of my classmates were not so happy as some of my classmates were late. They caused the whole plan delayed and so, all of us have to went home lately. But well, Look Out Point, It was the first time that I went to. I felt It had a great environments for gathering and for couples. The environment at NIGHT was great (I'm not sure sure about day time. I don't think day time will be a better time to go) Anyhow, I think it may be the last gathering that have the most classmates attend the gathering for U6B.
4-7 Dec : I went for a Camp that held by UKM at Melaka. The Camp was actually held from 5-7 Dec but we have to go earlier as those faci have to go earlier to settle the venue ( we went with them together ) This is actually a camp which giving us the information about the Local Universities. I went the camp last year. The person in charge has asked me whether I wanna to go again as some of the programme will be repeated again in the camp. But I will still going, as what my friend told me, we will have more days to be together, why don't us? I agree with him, and this had be one of the reason why I went the camp again. It is for sure it is not the main reason why I go again. I will need to update the information about the local U as I will need to choose the couses and Universities in the coming March, as my STPM result will be out. So and then, I did not regret to go again, as I felt the camp was even nicer than what I had went last year. Many information had fresh me up and I knew quite a number of new friends there. Well, Honestly, I felt bore when SOME of the programme is repeated. But then, I still felt it's worth as it's just little paid, largely gains.
8 Dec : This was one of the days that I stay along at home and play for my computer games. It could be a break for my long term schedule in December 2008.
9 Dec : I went for a K-box with A Mok,Cheh Boon and EE, It is quite fun as most of the songs was those that I familiar with. All of us have a cantonese background and we sang quite many cantonese songs there. Well, Chinese songs are included too. That's not pure cantonese songs.
10 Dec : It was another U6B gathering. But then, there are lesser person who attend (But it is still quite a number there) We went for a movie at Pavilion. Well, at the same day, our neighbour class, Physic Class was having their class trip too (If i'm not mistaken). They went for Sunway Lagoon. Unfortunately, most of us couldn't felt the movie was nice. (I've forgot what movie is it..)
11 Dec: What a forgotten date. I dated with kok seng for a tea at night. But unfortunately, the tea couldn't be. But then, I've forgot that who did i dated. But for sure, I was not at home that day. I went for with a/some of my friends..
12 Dec : I went for an education fair with some of my classmates. It was funny. Felt curious about it? Yea. That's it. The education fair was began on the next day. So, we went for nothing. We just hang around The Mall which located nearby PWTC and have a lunch there. I've wrote a blog for the story at the previous post. Am I? Yea, that is. If you are interest in, please do review about it at What Funny Day
13 Dec : EE and JuShua had went to my house for a chat. It was great and I have found out some of My friends personal issues. Afterward, we went for a concert that held be TV7. I had forgot what's the venue but i'm sure that It was nearby a LRT Station. I worry that I couldn't get home as It was quite late when we decide to back. Luckily Lei Kim's Brother is able to fetch me home.Hehe.Quick a good try in a concert. Lei Kim and Cheh Boon was not really bet that 3 of us will join the concert but we do. Oh ya, I nearly forgot an important thing. I met Yvonne Yong at the concert too. She came with one of our ex-schoolmate. It was so enjoyable as It may be the only few times that I went for a concert. The last concert that I went, I think was held at Law yet.. That's an open concert of MayDay, when I was standard 6.
14 Dec : I went for an education fair which located at PWTC with Haw Jiun (that's the fair which haven began that I went with other) Most of the U there are private U. I met Kah Shih there. So suprise is it? I didn't even expect I will meet anyone of my friends at there. Well, there were lucky draw that day. Fortunately, I was been choosen for the first prize ( I have been noticed at the end of December, and I can't believe that I was so lucky at the moment). The First Prize for the lucky draw was a set of hp Desktop. And I will go for the presentation ceremony on 6th January. Well, that was just a simple presentation ceremoney with few winners and presenter.
15 Dec : JuShua, my ex-monitor came to my house for some little chatting. Actually, EE should be presenting too. However, he was missunderstood the place to meet with JuShua, so and then, JuShua and I went go Wangsamaju during evening for meeting him up for a dinner and to ensure the location for our class 5S3 Gathering.
16 Dec : Some of my classmates viz JJ,EE,Foo,Mun was came to my house for a little discusion about the Local U courses. We exchanged our opinions and comments so do checking for the information on net. Well, it wasn't a great discussion as most of us yet prepared well with the informations. We talk about some gossips and so on at my house. Afterward, we went for lunch at Mc Donald which located nearby my house. JJ noticed that he had left off his mousepad that he request me to get for him ( The Wold Of Warcraft : Wrath of The Lich King mouse pad) So and then, they head toward my house for getting the mousepad and went home afterward.
17 Dec : That's was 5S3 gathering date, and also is my friend, Mr. Chan's birthday. I went for movie with my classmates at the afternoon and for the gatheirng at night. That was a great gathering that i even for 5S3 gathering as some of them who were some friends which never show up themselve before. Susan, was a woman which changed a lot if compare with what i knew about her at lower form. She changed to be active, and attractive. i wonder is it her U lifestyle had successfully activate her or she was bathed in the love river. Quite a big change, man. I still remember what she told me during the MUET May 2008 examination. She went to our school for the examination. Once I met her, she told me immediately, "Toh Wai, Please do not stand near me. I'm already a mature woman." It had been quite a sweet memory that she gave me. I felt funny when I refresh about it. Well, Another cute girl which show up herself for the first time was our Miss Lee Pui Teng. She had decline us for few times for the previous gathering as her best friend, Miss Ang didnt show up too. She worry that she will feel boring during the gathering. But for sure, these did not happen for this time. We have a talkative and hyperactive guy there, Mr. Yew. He will ensure all of us getting a sweet memory for everytime. So do other, most of us have a great interaction and conversation with those who doesn't know well about each other. Well, I felt happy when getting some praises from some of my friends. They told me that was the greatest gathering that they even had before. For those who join firstly, would be likely to join for another gathering at the future. Some had also knew more about other in the gathering. Well, the happiest I think should be Mr. Chan, as that's his Birthday Party too. He received a lovely present from us. Well, I bet he is not good in expressing his emotion, isn't him? His smile is quite weird that night. haha. (I'm not the only one who think so, man ). After the gathering, another gathering soon began. Some of us went for a tea afterward. It was quite nice but it's too late. My mom was keep the door for me that night. And I back lately, I felt guilty to my mom. So and then, I'll need to bring housekey next time.
18 Dec : It was a simple day. 4 of U6B's male student was present at the gamble table of Mr. Pee. We noticed that Mr. Pee house have a great view for our lovely country's capital, Kuala Lumpur. These had caused us to have our countdown party at his house on the last day of 2008. Mr. JJ had his first mahjong games in Mr. Pee house. Well, he is quite intellligent, he soon knew the skill of playing mahjong. But unfortunately, it doesn't last longer. After a few days, he was forgot how the game is.
19-20 Dec : I went for a birthday trip of Mr. Lim. It was quite excited as I met sisters of my friends there. They will enjoyed their one-day-trip at Genting too. Well, It may be quite a long time I didn't contact and meet Mr. A Teh. He didn't changed a lot. But it was excited when I get to know that his holiday had last quite early and he was doing nothing in the long holiday! Quite wasted, that's what can I said. Well, that's quite a cool memory as the game at Genting was nice. i had tooken quite a number of picture up there.
21 Dec : I went for a earlier Christmas Party of my friend. I met many friends that I didn't really recognize their name there. That's Sheng Ming, Wen Hao, Ling Jie and so on. Most of them are from 5E3. So and then, I was lacking of topic with them, as some of them were planning for another gathering for their own class. I still remember what the girls asked me, " Why you changed a lot? You are quite talkative before, don't you?" I don't know what response that I should gave them. I knew the girls that present more than the boys. Oh ya, I had nearly forgot a funny thing. We need to exchange present for Christmas that day. 3 of the boys prepared the same present with familiar wapper paper. haha. Well, most of the presenter get to know what is that, and hope not to getting their present. I don't know I should be fortunate or unfortunate. I get a CD that prepared by one of the boys. The CD is.. Doremon.. haha.. I felt that it is okie as my house were still having a baby there. He can watch the Doremon. However, the CD was suck! It can only display until half. but the back part of the movie cannot move on. What can I said is, that's not the prob of the boy, but it is the CD's problem. Yet, I couldn't blame on any side.
22 Dec : I went to Sunway Lagoon with EE, JuShua and Boon. Firstly, I was quite unhappy when I heard Boon said she is actually not planned to play water park with us. She just wanna to have her own fun at the land park. But, Well.. She joined us for the water park at last. Hehe. It was quite fun also, as I like water very much. I enjoy swimming there. But unfortunately, I felt my swimming skill had been weaken a lot. I can't even swim well at the moment. May I still not suit myself without wearing the swimming google? Hopefully yes. So and then, I will need to practise more on my swimming.
23 dec : I went for a Christmas gathering with my classmates. We went for Greenbox for a sing. But it was not as fun as I went earlier. It is because, there are too much of different kind of person there. Malay, Chinese, Cantonese, Hokkien, English... Oh my.. many kind of language songs appear on the screen. For every moment, there are some person who not really interest for the songs. In addition, some of my friends went for interviews before they came. They came quite lately, but it's unfair that they have to pay for the bill too. But, I will hav no choice to take money from them as I had booked for them. If they didnt pay for that, then who is going to pay for that? I felt guilty to all of them as I couldn't do well and make all of them to be happy or at least, not to be unhappy at every moment we were together. After having a sing there, we went for a bowling game. I didn't join my friends for the game, as I wearing slipper ( for those who wearing slipper, they will need to pay for the stocking) well, i'm not the only one who didn't join, some of them also didn;t join for the game, as they are having the same situation with me. hehe. Urm, that day, there was a heartbreakening thing happen. Victor had lost his wallet. His IC, his credit cards etc was lost at just a moment. We cant really get to know who is the thief! we asked for the CCTV from the security, but they told us, " Sorry, we failed to get who is the thief." what a... we expect one of the guy who sit near us is the thief, but we couldn't get the evidence. But what for? even we get the evidence, it can't gave us any help of the problems. Soon, we call for helps, parents, brothers.. called. and finally the problem solved. Victor have to head to find his brother and settle all the problems that occurred at the moment. He leaved us. When we are head off to titiwangsa Monorail Station, we decided to join Hor Yan for a Christmas Party at her church's friends house. It is.. quite.. a normal gathering for the Christian. I bet some of you may know what the normal gathering do here mean. We sang for some songs that praising Jesus, having dinner buffet together, and hear for the Christian Newbie's story as why they join Christian recently. What's they effort etc. We stay for a gossip after the party finished and went home.
24 Dec : I had decline invitation from MingHong to his house for a BBQ Party because I have my day with my family. I not really went to where already. If I'm not mistaken, we having a steamboat party at home.
25 Dec : I dated with my best friend, Mr. Hong to a shopping that day.
26 Dec : I went to Sunway Pyramid with my Friends. Most of them were skatting for their first time. However, most of them can handle the situation very well. Better than what I were for the first time. Well, unfortunately, most of them felt tire at a very short time as they complaint for the injuring of their legs.So, we end up quite earlier as compared to what i went before and go for dinner at pizza hut.
27 Dec : I went for gathering with Sze Qian them. Have a lunch them with at Home Cafe. And play some games with them.
28 Dec : I went back to my hometown for cleaning the house. Afterward, went for shopping at Klang Bukit Tinggi Jusco, having my first fish foot spa. It's quite fun, but it is expensive too. Many of my friends said Fish Foot Spa was not so hygiene. Well, I also knew about it's benefits and it's cons. I read it in newspaper before. However, everything have to try once, is it? But I still felt it is quite fun but I don't felt my foot became better after that.
29 Dec : U6B have a little gathering at Mc Donald at Jln Pahang. Have a great chat with them, after having our lunch at Mc Donald, then we head toward chi cheong gai and shopping at there. Visited Popular shop that going to switch to other place.
30 Dec : Another day of staying at home, playing World Of Warcraft all along the day. haha. It were the 2nd free days in December 2008.
31 Dec : I was having my dinner with my friends at wangsamaju, gossip around the mamak restaurant, then head toward Mr. Pee's house for countdown Party. It was great as what i had told you earlier. His house's view is very nice. So, if possible, next countdown party for 2009 will be held at his house too. Haha, If i'm staying at KL with my friend at that moment. hehe..

That's all my schedules for my December 2008. Quite nice and wonderful, is it? I felt that it's worth as I spend my days and nights with my friends as there may be not many chances to do so anymore in the future. Most of us will head to different state / University / country for further our studies / working lifestyle. So, it might be harder to match the free time of all of us. Anyhow, I should save my money for my future usages especially for entering local University in the coming June. My Seniors had told me to get ready for the Universities and courses decision. So, I'll need to pay more attention on my research for the courses right now. If you failed to plan, you planned to fail.. I don't want to regret in the future, better prepare right now. Wish all the best for myself ya. ^^Good Luck!

Shift Happen..

2009-01-19T01:35:00.003+08:00

Well, I was just found a nice .. thing to share.. try to look about it..

It had told me about the reality about the speed of the changes of the world.. Haiz..

What a funny day..

2008-12-12T16:05:00.003+08:00

I woke up around 10.30+am.. I was hurry as I knew I slept lately.. I had promised my friends to gather at 12pm! Everything is fine and I had prepared and I wait them at the moon stage of Titiwangsa LRT Station.. After that, we have our lunch at The Mall.. a restaurant that other said the food was not delicious enough-- Chicken Rice Shop..

The Chicken that I ate.. Actually This is the Picture After I ate finish the rice.. ^^
After that, we go to PWTC for the education fair.. However, the education fair begin tomorrow.. not today.. Zzz... Today was just their preparation.. Za dao...Then we will have to move back...
Go Home?? That's not a good idea.. come out just for a lunch?? Zzz.. so, we decided to have a shopping at The Mall... There's nothing we wanna to buy.. everything is expensive.. Oh my.. what a funny day.. haha

Twilight- What a Bore day..

2008-12-10T21:42:00.002+08:00

I was join for a movie with my ex-form 6 classmates... the movie which named Twilight.. I couldn't imagine that this was the movie that all of my sisters said bore for man but good for couples.. Zzz.. I didn't even expected that the movie don't have anything that is 18SX.. ><><><><>< Oh ya.. the UKM Camp.. haha.. tomorrow I will post about it.. Hehe..

STPM was over!!

2008-12-08T11:29:00.001+08:00

Well.. STPM was over.. Everything was gone... and here's my long holiday began...
Everyone was pressured by the STPM examinations.. Maybe they are inconfidence for their results? or wanna to do as perfect as they can? I felt stressless.. >< i'm not mean by chuan-ing other, but that's truth for me.. I'm still able to relax myself for few hours each day, having enough sleep almost all days during STPM season.. Everything was fine and as usual.. I just have some stress during few days before STPM was started.. Maybe I was inconfidence on my paper 2 results? Hopefully not.. But anyway, everything had finish up.. and here's my expectation and hopes for my STPM papers..

Chemistry
1-Full Of Hopes.. Even I do not full of confidence that I could correct more than 40 question, but I think I can correct more than 35 question ba..
2-Full Of wishes.. haha.. not so confidence about it.. but hope that i can get as great the result is..

Biology
1-Full Of Happiness, as I can do most of the questions.. I had check it out with some forumers and classmates... As I know, I wrong less than 5.. If i'm not mistaken.. However, there are some question with no answers.. haha.. i think just one ba..
2-Full Of mystery.. As I am not sure how many that I had wrote correctly..I wrote a lot for each question.. Hope I can get what the scheme need..

Mathematic T
1-Full Of Hopes.. I think I had wrong at least 20+.. According to my teacher. 70 already can get A for STPM.. So, I hope that I could get A or A- for that.. and hope that the grade wont so high.. ^^
2-It should be easier than paper 1 as exams that i face previously.. However, I did bad for this.. I had wrong around 50+ marks.. ><><><><

General Paper
1-It was tricky.. >< I dunno how was my result for this.. Hopefully I could correct more than 50/60 questions.. Haha.. But... that's just hope... mostly.. ..
2-It was a funny paper... I had done a questions that have a big problem that confusing most of the candidates... Once I get home... and get into forum, I notice that the question is really troublesome.. >< it had caused most of the candidates fail to finish up the paper or do bad in the next section.. and I was one of them... MPM said that they will edit the scheme.. however, this problem had caused unfairness to most of the students.. if MPM give bonus marks for student which do question 8 ( the problemsome question), it is unfair to those who do question 7.. and so one.. it had influenced most of the candidates and MPM is harder to be fair to all sides..

Urm.. Anyway, I will still have confidence that I could get CGPA3.0 Or even higher.. Hope that I could get it.. haha.. But, will it be?

What a bad day..

2008-11-24T19:30:00.000+08:00

I woke up around 9+am today.. planned to relax before i start my revision on the coming paper (math2) I played for approx half hour, then the line began to work bad.. it keep on disconnect and made my character nearly die caused by the laggy.. I decided to stop playing WoW and planned to move my character back to inn. Unfortunately, the laggy made my character died at a instance.. I need to reconnect in order to revive my character and bring him back to inn.. I tried for few hours and I decided to give up.. However, my mood on doing revision had messed up. Forcefully, I went for a nap and hang until evening.. I noticed that the line became better than afternoon... So and then I logged in to my character and successfully moved him to inn for a rest.. haiz.. what a bad day.. Another 3 days for next paper..

Second Relax day..

2008-11-21T11:17:00.003+08:00

WoW.. yesterday was thought as last paper for me.. >< since Bio Paper 2 had finished til now, i haven touch book yet.. I dunno what should study and I had no feeling on wanna to study.. Yesterday was a quite kinda good day for me..
I thought Biology should be a paper that I would empty a lot.. instead of that, I successfully filled all blanks and question.. I was able to finish up all parts and questions.. Well I knew that I had lost some marks, but I think it will not affect my achievement a lot.. My aim for Biology was just B-.. But after I had finish this paper, my wish on bio had blow up to B.. I knew I can do it! If I able to do well in paper two.. haha.. If not, C may also be a problem for me..

So how's about the other Paper? General Paper? There was a major problems occur there.. I had expected I can get A for my General Paper, but after Paper 2, I knew I can't even achieve that grad.. I had lost a lot of marks due to my stupid mistakes.. I had drawn two graph as the first was the mistake one.. There should be 4 years but I thought just 3 years.. luckily I noticed it quite early.. But unfortunately I had been an idiot on section E.. I wrote something that I also dun really understand about it.. At last, I had canceled it and rewrite.. It had consumed a lot of time and caused me can't finish the section E well.. so, Section D and E may had been main cause of my target-failed..

Chemistry, I felt it is quite okie.. I can do all parts except a hard question ( I thought only? ) It is related to enthalpy change of atomization.. The rest, I had confidence on it even many answers are just my personal hypothesis.. haha.. I had confidence that I can achieve a high rank for this..

Math, should be the only paper that I worry right now.. I had done bad for this paper.. I had no confidence that I can get what my teacher expected me to get.. I apologize to my teacher but she cheer up me by saying 70 marks able to get A.. I hope I still can do it.. as there was a lot of marks for the method that used.. However, I had done a bad assumption on my paper 1, as I knew I had wrong at least 25 marks.. I had no confidence to get the rest marks.. As I always do some minor mistakes that caused me to lose a lot of marks.. i.e the sign or just some simple calculations.. Anyway, I should appreciate on my time-management for this paper as I had finished it by using 2 hours instead of 3 hours for this paper.. I still able to double-checked my answer for the questions.. due to the one hour checking, I had save a lot of marks due to corrections for those sign and simple calculation that caused me lose marks.. hehe..

Anyway, the actual STPM is still going on.. all papers that i had stated above are just paper 2, that's structure and essays.. (except math) The paper that Still left all are just MCQ (multiple choice question).. I had confidence that I can get at least 35 correct for each MCQ paper per 50 quest.. However, I will still need some refreshment for the studies.. I will start my revision tonight.. or probably tomorrow.. haha.. depend on my situations..

Good Luck to all STPM examinees ya.. enjoy your last gov. examinations..

Funny memorable clip or Seniors

2008-11-20T18:40:00.001+08:00

These was some very funny and cool memorable clip from my school's senior.. 5s5 2004..
The video is very funny.. enjoy it!

First Memorable Clip..

Second memorable Clip..

Haha... very funny.. is it?

政治海啸

2008-11-12T11:05:00.001+08:00

正当全球刮起政治海啸，
多国政府撤换领导层之际，
我们也是时候转变了
就如民政党的口号
－－再转变

就让我们自己
随着时代的变迁，
环境的改变，
以及人心的变化
而改进自己吧．．

A Week Before STPM..

2008-11-11T15:55:00.002+08:00

A Week to go.. My pretty love will come... STPM.. i've been waiting you since a year ago.. very suffer, you know? Haiz.. for sure you don't know, if you are not a STPM student.. But i also dunno how suffer am i.. just many homework to do? many things have to learn? many work need to settle? many relationship have to clear off? haiz..
Everybody is very busy for the revision right now, for sure, I should be one of them.. But unfortunately.. Haiz.. there are so many things so fan.. cannot concentrate on study.. keep on thinking what should i do after STPM... wow.. Dec.. Jan.. Feb.. Mac.. .. .. until June.. get in U.. how terrible.. all unknown to me.. haiz.. first time want to leave house for a long time.. no friends surround me.. everything is new.. have to face about it.. The food, environment, friends, etc.. But the only thing that i worry is peoples.. >< I wonder what type of human that I will face outside.. I'm still a newbie.. easy to be hurt.. even at secondary school.. always think many useless matter.. and hurt myself.. Friends.. original? spicy? hot? sour? what type also got.. but the most worry thing is.. it haven cooked.. >< kena virus.. macam mana?

Dunno what Am i Bull Shit up there.. Currently thinking about few friends.. my love, how to start? how to continue? will be longer? Dunno.. so scare to open mouth.. but have to open mouth.. >< Brothers? thought I am their brothers also? wonder about it.. Friends, honest? trustworthy? dunno.. everyone is unfamiliar to me right now.. I thought you friend, you thought me shit? or gold? dunno.. I just wanna i will get hurt in any relationship or not.. I am worry, but have to face.. learn to suit the environments.. That's our fate.. Human? Are actually very hard to do.. I saw many faces.. around me.. ><.. Human.. I doubt about it's trustworthy right now..

Anyway, Good Luck.. for all the examinees.. A Level, SPM, STPM, STAM..

人。真

2008-11-11T11:46:00.002+08:00

为何人总是如此？
如此变态
如此狡猾
如此狠心
如此残暴

入屋打劫
强暴妇女
谋害双亲

难道人就不能安分守己
真心真意地
对待别人
对待朋友
对待亲人？

路

2008-11-10T11:43:00.001+08:00

路，
是人走出来的；
墙，
是人造出来的

康庄大道－－是因为你
有收费站－－是因为你

那何不从未建此大道
而行之小径？

拥有．失去

2008-11-09T11:38:00.003+08:00

有时候,
失去会比拥有
来得更幸福，更快乐

拥有时，
你得学会
保护，保持，保存
你得学会
拿起，握紧，放下

而失去，
并不需要这一切
因为不曾拥有
又何来失去？

傻

2008-11-07T11:03:00.001+08:00

我很傻
因为我活了十九年
也学不会做一个人的道理
也许我根本就不适合做人

我常常羡慕禽兽们
因为他们什么都不需要想
只需为了生存而生存

而人呢?
往往只会自寻烦恼

而忘了上天给予的任务
--真心,真诚,真爱的生存

War...

2008-09-02T20:33:00.002+08:00

War happened everywhere.. In China, In Japan, In Russia, In Europe.. and in everyone... I had meet one of my friend.. and he told me that he is always the loser in the wars.. this is due to his environment and his good personality.. and he is having wars with many person as they are a good fighter... well... in the other hand, I was having war too.. and I was a loser.. and the lost had suffered me.. the effect is too strong.. as it is my weakness.. to overcome my weakness.. I would have to change my mind and thoughts.. but i knew.. i can't do that.. so what can i do is to accept the lost and suit myself with the lost.. but unfortunately, i have to face to my lost everyday... and it had hurt me.. that's why i have to change myself.. so solve the problem of facing the lost.. to find and lead a happier lifestyle..

That's my story in these few month that i was just told to few person..

Curing..

2008-09-02T20:12:00.002+08:00

Well, this few day I'm not comfortable.. I'm unhappy.. the stress and unhappiness had caused me to suffer of headache.. the condition is even worse in the class.. the noise, the crowd, the condition and the environment.. about the reason, I'm not likely to share.. this problem had affect me a lot.. can't fall in sleep... can't concentrate in studies... can't study at all.. and do nothing instead of nothing... forcefully.. i will have to give a good break to myself... to solve my own problem.. to settle all of these.. by finding the best solution.. and now, i had come to a conclusion, is this the best way for solving the problem? i bet it is.. and it may change my lifestyle... all of these... will have to thank to my friend and my brother... from what they told me before.. refresh and refresh in my mind.. this may be another drop in my life, but I had confidence that I could handle it nicely.. Even i had lose all of these, but i still have other... I could not ignore and forgot it.. maybe i was too straight for it before.. maybe i was too concentrate on it.. what i need to do is to be flexible.. in the coming few days.. is the begin of the changes.. the begin of my new lifestyle..

Day or Night

2008-09-02T13:58:00.001+08:00

Am I thinking too much or over?
Histories had been made..
Truth, can be identified easily..
Who am I?
Just a little sand which can be ignored at all..
The existence is negligible..
As what the electron be..
The low Ionization Energy can be achieve easily..
The displacement reaction can occur spontaneously..
It is only been used when the atoms or molecule need for it’s specific uses..
It is only shift to those atom which have more electronegativity..
And I bet it would move when the timing reach..
And it is waiting the time to come..

Happiness,
Will only occur at a specific timing..
It is no longer with me..
It’s just dream..
All surrounded,
Is just bore, bore and bore..
Words, is just for the needs..
Games, is just for the needs..
Friends, is also for the needs..
There are nothing with me..
I hate..
The one who I be..
Hate the World’s creator..
It’s better be nothing..

Diamond

2008-07-27T09:40:00.002+08:00

Walking along the way..
Between the buildings..
Lonely..
But the day..
Made the way become safety..

An old man sitting at the end of the path..
A cat is sitting next to him..
Lonely..
But the cat had success it..
Everything had be fined..

Old man said,
You had gone into a dessert..
A dessert which full of cactus..
You found a cave..
A cave of diamonds..
Of wealthy.. And your happiness..

You may get into the cave..
Enjoyed with your dream..
Own the wealth..
Own the diamonds..
Own everything that you wish to..

But..
It’s only a dream..
You may not own any diamond..
Even one of it..
As they are not belong to you..

Yes..
You may..
Just take some diamonds and..
Get out of the cave..
Get out of the dessert..
But you will never own a diamond that belong to yourself..

And I’m here,
To suggest you..
Try to get the way..
The way to get the diamond..
By yourself..
And you will notice..
The Diamond is always bright..
No matter where it is and when it is..

A Dead Cat

2008-07-15T14:14:00.001+08:00

Early in the morning, when I reached school, Siew Yuan, one of my classmates rush into classroom and ask whether Wei Zhen and I was free on time or not.. She looked busy and worried.. I wonder what she was needed for help.. I accepted her request..

She was holding two piece of large mahjong paper.. Walking in a high speed.. I asked, “Actually what am I going to help?” She told me ---- Bury a death’s cat.. I shocked.. Bury a cat? How can her find it out? What’s the story behind of it? Is her killed the cat or accidentally made the cat died?

My question was answered immediately without any doubt.. She told me that she had saw the cat yesterday when the cat was nearly die.. She felt guilty for do not helping the cat by sending it to a vent’s clinic for a therapy.. Quite a helpful and compassion girl.. If I’m her, or the other, may not bother about the life of a cat, especially those cat which do not belong to anyone..

Finally we reached the place where the death body located.. We took the body by using the mahjong paper.. The body was cold, and strengthened.. We brought it to the school’s field..

Unfortunately, we couldn’t get the hoe and it’s hardly to make a hole for burying the cat. We used the stone and some small stick to making the hole.. It was hard and difficult and I brought to a situation that surrender.. haha… how easy am I surrender? I went to find the school gardener to get the hoe and luckily I could found him and get the hoe.. It may be easy to dig a hole by using a hoe. We successfully buried the cat with the help of Mr. Mok.. his stamina better than me a lot and I’m admire on his stamina.. haha… this had insist me to train my body well ><

Lastly, just hope that the cat will sleep for a good ever days..

Deer's life

2008-07-04T19:07:00.002+08:00

That’s a deer..
Who stay in a pristine woodland..

Disaster will always happen in time of happiness..
Trees fell down..
Animals leaved their habitats..
The source of natural been contaminated..
That’s fact of deforestation..

It was not longer suitable for its living..
The predators force it to leave its home..
Water and food have been contaminated..
The competitor of source of natural not longer allow its existence..
It have to leave..

The way of exploration is always difficult..
The way of suitably is always uncomfortable..
It start to miss its old-times..
It began to miss its families..
But it still have to go..
As the condition..

It is now living at a new forest..
A forest that may affect by the edge effects..
But its source for living is mildly contaminated..
And there are less competitor of lives..
It may more suitable for its living..
Or may not?

Nobody will know its future..
Unless you are The God of nature..

An Atom

2008-07-01T16:53:00.003+08:00

An Atom which called Chlorine have 17 electrons..
If we are going to take off an electron from this atom..
It’s quite difficult..
Because of its strong effective nucleus charge..
We need to add on a lot of energy to supply the energy that we need..
If we successfully take off an electron from it,
What is this electron going to be?

It may attract by other atom
Such as Magnesium..
But is the Magnesium willing to accept it?
Its is electron affinity so high…
It is absolutely impossible to occur spontaneously

But..
It successfully occurred..
The electron is finally leave it..
It may get what it want..
But it may lose what it should have..
Its energy..
Its own positions..
And so on..

Watery Ball

2008-06-24T16:26:00.001+08:00

When a watery ball fall on a coast, a seaside, a sandy field..
There are many sand adhere to the surface of the ball..
But there are never have sand that can adhere to the ball forever..
will there any sand that can enter to the watery ball?
Perhaps it is,
But it wont last longer..
And may just some days..

Shout Box

2008-03-13T10:28:00.003+08:00

I just Create a Shout Box.. but unfortunately I dunno how to adjust it's width.. so I just let the Original be.. haha..

Here is the Link..
Mr. Lam Shout Box

Back From The Camp..

2008-03-13T09:21:00.002+08:00

I was just attended a Sixth Form Cadet Police's Camping on Eco Resort, Bentong few days ago. It was a three days two nights camping. Well, actually this should be a good and enjoyable camp.. but, unfortunately i sick on the second day.. But, because of this, i saw many things that i had never see before.. that's friends.. and how's the ships' structure.. so do the sailor's characteristics..

Ships.. isn't build on a stronghold bases; sailors.. have their own personalities which state that they are living independently, without any others.. that's what I felt.. from what I saw.. I don't know how to describe my feelings.. I have no idea for that.. If i really wanna to split it out here.. I know.. I will break all the weakly-hold ships base.. So I rather not to do so.. As what Chinese phase said, " Once a gov. is in trouble, they will notice that who are actually is their best supporters and loyalties" My head was keeping pain time by time when I was still in the camp.. I wonder I was eaten something else that are not fully-cooked or unhygienic.. or I had eat too less for these few days.. or I have no enough sleeps these few days.. but all of this turned into a better after a little vomit.. I drank some water and I felt the gastric uncomfortable and I fall into a vomit..

Never mind.. all had already over.. What can I split it out here is I really notice that some friendships should I highly appreciated it whereas some friendship I shouldn't hard-hold it, as It already have a vast fissure.. I wonder I had done something else to him/her before or I have bring a lot of trouble to him/her before.. I felt that.. I had already done my best.. I try not to bring any trouble to anyone.. but why? He/She treated me like that.. seem like everything that I done are meaningless.. didn't and never bring out any sacrifices or results.. Okie.. I knew.. I know what should I done.. As what God always said, " Let everything happened naturally" as these will just go through half of a year or fews months later.. I know.. I may do it..

I reached home last afternoon, around 2.00p.m, if I am not mistaken.. I stay at my neighbour house.. when i noticed that I didn't bought my key to the camp ( but I satisfied that I bought it in this morning) I received a bad news.. My father was in the hospital.. Part of his finger had been cut accidentally during his working.. I am not really understood about the situation since I was just back from the camp.. I rush to the hospital.. Everything had been all right.. Hope so.. My father was watching movie on the laptop.. sitting on the bed.. without saying any words.. but he seem like very enjoyable.. without sufferings.. When his friends called and asking cares from him.. isn't him? or just keeping up something in his heart? this is what's almost all the men done.. I hate it..

I told some of my brotherhood and friends about my fathers.. and again.. I saw it.. Why everyone is like that? I hate it! instead of that.. some are still the same.. as what I thought.. Thanks.. really Thanks.. even just few words.. I felt warm.. but so.. even just few words.. I felt cold.. I really have no idea.. What should I going to do now.. I hate it.. I felt sad.. I felt angry.. I felt nervous.. I felt.. better stop thinking about it.. just let everything happened naturally.. as these the fact that all have to face to during the process of living..

Standard Temperature and Pressure (s.t.p)

2008-03-02T20:48:00.003+08:00

I felt cold..
For my Future..
I wonder I can have a bright future or not..
I worry that I couldn’t have a huge ways for obtaining my desired life..
I know..
It may be a hard way to go..
And I will have to make it as bright as sunlight..
A vast, shortened and smooth way..
By consuming my times, dates, and ships..

I know..
It is a non-ideal behavior..
Caused by the unnatural high pressure..
But I have to..
Have to reduce it by Le Chatelier’s Principle..
That’s shifting myself to a lower pressure position..
Friends..
I know you are going to leave me alone..
That’s fact of our lives..
As we are getting older and older..
Let it be.. naturally..
Without any matter surrounding it..
I will..
Try my best on my studies..
As what we had promised before..

Chemistry.. Biology.. and Maths..
Both of you are my reactant..
And Hardness..
You would be my catalyst..
Come..
Let’s increase our rate..
To the right side of the Equilibrium..
By the Temperature of about 1000 °C..
To get what we want..
That’s you..
Successfulness of STPM...

By : Mr. Lam
The Story of Life of Chemistry

Smileless

2008-01-09T22:35:00.000+08:00

If you knew me for quite many years.. You may noticed i'm a person who always letting my smiles appear at my face.. just as what other always said, " can you stop smiling to me?"..

But, It will not longer occur. If you had meet me recently, you will found that i'm not longer a person who always smile..
Smile is getting off from me as my life is getting worse and worse..
fulled of pressures..
fulled of sadness..
fulled of works..
fulled of ..
Lam..
Is no longer as who you knew..
I think..
And hope..
It will never appear again..

My new Life...

2007-09-19T13:36:00.000+08:00

It's my new lifestyle begin.. Everything had changed and have to change.. To the life that make everybody to be comfortable..

Most of my friends' examinations have just gone.. and their holidays had began! Conversely, my examination had just began.. and my holidays are far from me now.. the nearest holidays should be the Hari Raya Holidays.. But I will enjoy their holiday as well even my schooldays will be continue.. because we may have quite a long time didn't meet each other or just simply have a tea? Hopefully it may be my good memories with them..

None..

2007-09-14T22:35:00.000+08:00

I changed my title from Maybe to NONE.. because there are nothing interesting about me.. I felt that I am equal to nothing.. nothing.. and nothing.. Hopefully I will full fill the 'nothing' with something at the future.. In the other word, I lost myself.. .. ..

Confiscation of my chemistry textbook

2007-09-10T15:12:00.000+08:00

My Chemistry textbook and note have been confiscate by Pn. Law today! But i had took back.. kaka..

I brought my Chemistry textbook and note to the assembly today because I haven prepared finish yet about my Chemistry. I have the first Chemistry examination today! But, the condition that L6B student take book to the assembly for study isn't the first image because it had been a routine. But, I always bring book to the assembly and didn't even take a look on it. I will just gossip with my friends which sit around me. Due to this habit, I had been caught by Pn. Law for gossiping with friend during Pn. Chek's speech. She said I'm not giving any respect to Pn. Chek who are speaking on the stage. As a result, she confiscated my books. and I have to take back the book from her after school. It's quite suffer because I haven prepared finish about my chemistry. Luckily, I can borrow my classmate's book for a reading.

I went to Pn. Law office immediately after school to get back my books. I got her scold for getting back the book. She said I had gave her a good impression before but now I had changed a lot ( Am I? ) She also mentioned about nowadays the our Lower form thought we are the eldest and always didn't give any respect to teachers. And the most important thing that she told me is.. So she wanna to 'Kill one and warn other!" , and I'm the white mouse.. ><

Chemistry Examination..

2007-09-10T15:06:00.000+08:00

Today was my first Chemistry Examination. I thought it was so hard because my friends' class, L6F had a very difficult test. Most of them fail in their Chemistry exam because the question was quite tough and their teacher marked fiercely. I was afraid that this exam may be my first exam which fail. ( I had never failed any paper exam at the lower form.. ^^ ) because the range of the exam is quite large, that is from chapter 1 until chapter 5 while L6F exam only a chapter by chapter.

Fortunately, when i watched on the exam paper, it's quite easy-- most of the question are 1 marks or 2 marks ( lower marks mean the question isn't very hard- Physics class's chemistry exam mostly >5 marks as what i saw). I had done all the question but i'm not so sure about certain question. I just wrote what i knew in the paper and hope it may pass and don't be my first exam which fail. @.@

BIO first experiment

2007-09-10T14:41:00.000+08:00

Last Friday we have went to the Bio Laboratory for our first Bio experiment. It is fun, man! But the preparation job have made us rush all the way.We have to catch our specimen before the day of experiment. We have to catch one housefly and a locust for our experiment.

A week before the experiment day, we had think about all the possible location that may be locust habitat. We had went to few places to check either there was a locust habitat or not, Jennifer's neighborhood (Wangsamaju), my neighborhood (Sentul) and Wen Ze's neighborhood (Melawati) as some examples. Some of other had went to other place too, such as Sri Gombak, Chonghwa Area (12 floor) and other places that possible. After discovered those place, my gang had found that some area which located at Melawati, that is, Wen Ze's neighborhood had a lot of grasshopper. We went to her house for a lunch then started our mission to catch grasshopper. As a reward, we had caught nine grasshoppers, but it's quite small for our specimens. My leg had been bite by a insect that i don't know it's name. It suck my blood and made my leg flood of blood. It's disgusting, man! So, as a last decision, we used crickets as our specimens ( we bought it). Even it may destroy our hardness to get the grasshopper, but it had gave us a good memory about the catching of grasshoppers. I were fully enjoyed it.

Another specimen, that is, houseflies had made me headache. I don't know where to get it. A day before the experiment, Eik Ee and I went to Sentul to search for the houseflies at night but unfortunately we failed to get anyone of it. there is no flies available at night of Sentul! We had ask for our friends' help to get some to us, but they were also faced their own problems, many of them were died or can't catch any fly as what we face to. At last, those who can not get fly may have to catch it at school. Fortunately, Our school rubbish ban have a lot of flies. almost all of us who couldn't get flies or specimen had died went to there for the catch.

Last Friday, we went to the laboratory and started our specimen. Firstly, we put some chloroforms into the container which contain our insects. The insects died and we started placed it at the polister and started arranged it's shape especially theirs legs. Some of them had made their legs gone, and I'm one of them. ><><

Report of RIMUP

2007-09-04T23:39:00.000+08:00

At 20th of August 2007, Liew Haw Jiun and I go to SMK Seri Bintang Utara at around 2.00p.m. All the KL's representatives have to gather at SMK Seri Bintang Utara for a pre-RIMUP day. The JPWPKL officers told us something that we should know about RIMUP. This may be a good chance to us to live with other race because most of my friends are Chinese. I have never be with other race. In addition, this may cause less problems that appear during RIMUP activities because we know what are we going to do in these few days.

At 21th of August 2007, All of the Kuala Lumpur's representatives embark to Ipoh by bus. All representatives from whole Malaysia been divided into 9 groups and I was in a group which wen to Kerian, Perak. Locality government of Kerian had held a welcome ceremony to 'Kerian' group at the first night. We had visit a historical place and an exhibition center at the next day. We also have a chance to sit for boat. Furthermore, there were also a sport competition among 'Kerian' group mates and the villagers, It was a good experience for me because I have never sit for boat before and I have a chance to visit the historical place. But, Unfortunately, the historical place is just have three large 'hole' without any ancient evidence, In addition, the sport competition were hit it's target -- improve racial unity and made a good relationship between participates. After having all of these, we back to the inn that we stay and enjoyed the locality school's performances.

All the RIMUP participates had to back Ipoh on 23th of August. We have to sit for a course of the effect of bribes against country and family and family's love. This course had successfully increase my hates against bribes. We went to a neighborhood which located at Ipoh at the next day. We get to know the neighborhood, that is, Taman Mutiara history background, the problems that they are facing and we had created a good relationship with them. Unfortunately, some activities had been canceled at 24th of August. All participates have to stay in the hotel. But, in the other hand, it create a good chance to allow the participates to know more about their room mates. I had know more about my room mate especially more about Islam, for an example, how they pray.

The next day, 25th of August, we went to a field to create 'dodol' with the villagers and National Service's participates. It is a good experience for me because I do not know anything about the process to make 'dodol' After the 'dodol' making process, all participates went to a school to look for a F1 sho. The F1 show is not at what I expected. It just show up some 'little cars' but it had successfully show up the technology of Malaysia.

The last day, 26th of August, was the ending ceremony. All participate have a chance to look for our PM, Abdullah Badawi. Some of them may fortunately shake their hand with Badawi but i didn;t have such a good luck because I sat quite far from him. The ending ceremony have a stain. There were a technical problem appear during the ceremony. A performance could not been perform nicely because of the technical problem. At last, the performance had been canceled because the lacking of times.

Holistically, RIMUP have given me a good memories and made a lot of friends to me especially other races, such as those races from Sabah and Sarawak. The duration from a place to another place had taken a very long time. Almost all the participate did not waste the times in bus. We get to know more about other bus mates or just take a good nap in the bus. Most of my friends from RIMUP and I did not have enough sleep during RIMUP because the timetable is quite full. So we wont waste up any time that may take a good nap. We were also had many chances to test on the villagers' traditional foods. We were given 5 meals in a day during RIMUP. We also been presented a lot of souvenirs. I get many souvenirs especially from 'Kerian' peoples. In a conclusion, I felt that RIMUP have increase the strength of unity of all races of Malaysia in the participates.

Prepared by,
(Mr. Lam)

The Burnt of the money...

2007-08-18T19:49:00.000+08:00

Do you believe that I had just burn some money? I'm sure you wont believe that if you are quite know well about me. But, I have to said that I have done it today.

I went for a cadet police's activity which located at Bukit Jalil -- Paint Ball. I had paid it for around Rm 40 for a game of Paint Ball. Actually, It is fun, but unfortunately it is too expensive. We reach the locale around 9am something and listened for a course for the rules and safeties of the game. And the game had began. We (lower form 6) had form a group with two juniors, that's Hui En and Wei Quan, that is, nine members in a group (We were in Group C which versus Group D-Our senior team) . We had form a lot of strategy for the game, But unfortunately we failed to attempt the aim of the strategy. Almost none of us had remembered the aim of the strategy. I felt that only Yin Lin and Wei Quan still remember what we said ( I am one of the guy who forgot the aim too.. >< ). Yin Lin tried to protect the flag from the opposite team and Wei Quan tried to get the Flag ( Actually I had been positioned to get one of the flags ). Due to our failure of the strategy, we lose to our senior team ( Upper form 6).

After having the game, most of us felt that it was not worth. Why? That's because the time is too short. It was just used up around 10 minutes ( excluding the time for the course and brief ) and our money had gone. RM 40 just for 10 minutes! Haiz.. but that's fact. All the lower sixer didn't get the additional bullet which priced RM12 for 50 extra bullets. For those other who paid for the additional bullets, they have a chance to play for a new game. We were just sat on ground and looking them for the game. Around 12pm something, the game was end up. We took bus to move down from the hill and Eik Ee and I was stopped at the LRT station. I took LRT to go home whereas Eik Ee wait for his father to fetch him back Puchong.

Miss Siti asked either we had form form six's student union or not but unfortunately we didn't have it. She suggested us to form form six's student union and I felt it's quite convenience for us because it will help us to get higher marks at our CGPA for Co curriculum. But, there have been a lot of problems which have to settle up to form the society. We have no activities and objective for the union. So, we have to think about it's objective and activities before we can take any actions for the formation of form six's Student Union. Hopefully we can do it but ... I have no confidence for that. Probably the teacher advisers of Student Union and teachers will not allowed us to do that. I felt that.. Their excuse, "You have no objective and activities to do at all.." or " It is difficult and many procedure have to do to form an organization. Your better pay more attention on your Studies instead of Societies. Your academic succeed will effect 90% of your CGPA. " will be difficult to solve it. >< But, I will try to discuss this issue with Hui Yin and other members as well.

It is worth to happy or sad?

2007-08-10T14:28:00.000+08:00

I get a post on Science Society as a Secretary today. Is it worth to be happy or sad? Happy, because of getting marks in Co-cu ; Sad, because I have to spend more time on my society. Which of it is more worth, either sad or happy?

STPM examinees have to spend more time at Co-cu to get a better CGPA for STPM ( Co-cu take part of 10% of STPM's CGPA whereas Academic take part of 90%) . I'm a guy who quiet active in societies and always spend a lot of time for that. I felt that, responsibility of a person is very important for doing something. So, I always spend a lot of time on my societies and sometimes, I will abunden my studies just to do something that other felt no needs for doing that.

And now, I am Science Club's Secretary, what was my feels? I felt that I'm quite worry for that because my English is not good, it is very bad and even is the worst in my class. English is quite important in Science Club as most of it need English to communicate or writing the reports. Further more, I still have to ready some letters just to apply for some activities. It will take a lot of times of me. Is the remaining times sufficient for my studies and relaxes? I doubt for that. Another little question is.. most of the letter or report have to be printed, I didn't own a printer, am I need to buy for just for the society? I'm worry for my pocket money..>< haha.. I don't think I will do that. . That' all about my worries.

Should I happy for that? I think yes, but due to my worries, I don't think it will be quite happy.. haha.. This is my second times to be a secretary. I have been a vice secretary when I was form 4. But, I have just did a little thing because my heads all so lazy.. seldom created the activities and we had a very little numbers of members.. It's quite hard to form some activities.. I predict that there may be the same situation happen on this two year. >< But hopefully not to be. .

Piala Hua Lo-Geng

2007-08-07T21:56:00.000+08:00

I went to a Mathematic competition last Sunday which held at ChongHwa independent School's Hall. It may be the first time i represent school for the Mathematic Competition and first time I be at ChongHwa independent school. It has a school area and a nice garden as what i saw. But.. their toilet and classroom are not as what I expected.

The Competition began on 9.30 am. We entered the exam hall at 9.00 for the initial ceremony. The question is quite tough and it is in two languages form- Chinese and English . I don't know do most of it, Even some easy question that I had learned before, that is lower form question. >< So, I think I have to do some revision on my previous studies. I wonder I still can handle mathematic as well as what i had done at the previous year.

Here are some (insist that it have more and more questions) questions that I don't know do yet.

1. Let x be the 3 digit number such that when x is divided by 4, the remainder is 3, when x is divided by 25, the remainder is 21. Find the sum of the last 2 digit of x.
A- 2
B- 5
C-6
D-8
E-****

2. Find the radius of the circle inscribed by the triangle bounded by the x-axis, y-axis and x+y=1.
A- 1-(0.5)(square root of 2)
B- (0.5)(square root of 2)
C- 1
D- 0.5
E-****

3. Find the distance from P(0,3) from (y square) = x.
A-2
B-square root of 3
C-square root of 5
D-3
E-****

4. A triangle has sides a,b and c and the radius of the circle inscribed inside is r. Suppose the area of the triangle is twice that of the circle. Express r in terms of a, b and c.
A-2(a+b+c)/ pi
B-(a+b+c)/4(pi)
C-(pi)/2(a+b+c)
D-2(pi)/(a+b+c)
E-****

There are more questions that i still don't know how to do ( almost all of it). ><

Go for a Lecture next month

2007-07-30T23:25:00.000+08:00

Everything happened as usual. We studied as usual, ate breakfast together as usual, chat as usual, play together as usual.. everything were the same.. but, something was different from usual - Pn Soong went into our class around 12.45pm, and ask either anybody is interested to go for a lecture at Ipoh next month. Unfortunately, I have been chosen due to our class excellently characteristic - inactive and bullying ability, classmates have persuade teacher to choose me for going the lecture. Up to my relationship with Pn. Soong ( she always say i smile smile smile.. >< ) then I have been chosen.

I followed her to go to L6A. At the time we arrived L6A, We saw Jia Gen playing his mobile phone at his classroom. How dare were him, he did not even noticed that Pn. Soong were watching him to play mobile phone. And he have been ordered to see Pn. Soong at the early morning of tomorrow. Unfortunately, there were nobody who interested to go for the lecture at L6A.

Afterward, I follower Pn. Soong to go to the another class, that is, L6F. The same thing had happened. Nobody were interested to go for the lecture. When Pn. Soong were begin to back to the office, I told Pn. Soong that Huan Yong were interested. Due to my good 'help', he have to follow Pn. Soong to the office to get the more details for the lecture.

Huan Yong told me that he had told this lecture to his father before but didn't get any good response. Actually, he also wish to go for the lecture. That's good! It show that I didn't give wrong 'help' to him. haha.. After get for the further details, I have been noticed that I cannot attend for Sport Club & Former Club's Farewell Party and Telematch as well because of the Lecture. The Lecture is held between 21-25th of Ogos whereas Farewell Party is on 25 and Telematch is at 24th of Ogos. Whatever .. My parents had agree me to join the lecture, so do juan.. haha.. she have no right to control me la.. keke.. I Wish that I will have some nice days and memories from the lecture at Ipoh.. :) Do wish me too?

The Lose of ChongHwa

2007-07-28T23:36:00.000+08:00

It was a quite tire morning. I woke up around 5.10am for my preparation to school and reached school approximately 6.15am. Afterward, I went to MCKL with my other schoolmates for a sport games competition.

After reach MCKL that located nearby Tun Sambanthan Monorail Station, we saw many muscular sportsmen and sportswomen with larger size bodies compared to our school representatives. We started predicted that either we will lose or win at the competitions. We try to calm down ourselves with a Chinese phrase,' Human could not be predict by his or her out-looking, as the volume of sea could not be measure by Gallons'. We had sat at the basketball court for the opening ceremony followed by a performance ( PA systems had mess up it's performance unfortunately). We have been sent to MCKL's badminton court for listen for some rules of the competition followed by sending us to DBKL's badminton court for the competitions.

Unfortunately, the phrase that mentioned above had failed to prevent the fact to come through. Those muscular sportsmen and sportswomen had won all ChongHwa's representatives. In the other words, ALL CHONGHWA'S REPRESENTATIVES LOSE ALL THE COMPETITIONS. I'm one of the badminton competition's loser. I had lose to a team of my seniors with 21 of 30 points.

After get back to MCKL, we have been noticed that ALL of the 91 school's representatives have lose in all kind of the competitions, no matter badminton competitions or basketball competition or football competitions. It's shame, but we have to admit for the shames. After the lose of the competitions, we gone for lunch ( we took the foods from canteen and ate at the embankment). After ate the lunch, I suddenly remember that I have to attend to my sister's graduate ceremony, so i called to my sister and my sister wanted me to back home immediately. Forcedly, I have to take monorail to back home instead of waiting the school bus. But.. after I was got in to the monorail station ( after I had passed through the ticket region ), I saw the school bus arrived. I was so displeased when I saw the bus. I should wait for fews minutes!!

I bathed after i reached home followed by went to TARC for my sister's graduate ceremony. It's quite suffer for waiting the time to go. My sister graduate ceremony have been finish at 4.30pm something like that. We reach there earlier and have to stand out of the Collage Hall for waiting the ceremony to reach the end. After I have met my sister, all of us, that is, my family and my sister's friends grated her and caught a lot of pictures out of the Collage Hall. Around 5pm something like that.. I received Juan's message..

Hence, I went to Hui Chi's birthday party until night and reached home around 10+pm. This was how I was full-filled my weekend.