Shouldn't I?

erm.. shouldn't i continue blog? seldom online.. even online also seldom msn.. at school seldom havething happen.. suft net also don't know suft what.. nothing can post.. so pity.. erm..this all is 'fei hua'..forget it.. .. .. .. .. ..

erm.. this is the true.. nothing special happened on me recently.. my mind always 'sot' with something.. i don't know how to decribe it..

on msn..
nothing can talk..
nobody can talk..
online = offline
those intimate friends 'appear offline'

on society..
busy? free? i also don't know either i'm busy or free.. having P.P Farewell Party today.. i'm take part in game station and 'persembahan'..i felt that i'm damm a loser.. i did very bad today.. i felt sad on that.. cause i'm not full taking part on it and i hard to contact with those member and based on some problems that i don't know how to say..
K.Kewangan + SPBT's Farewell party will be held soon.. i wish that that will be more sucessful than this time Farewell party..but.. can i do that? will other cooperate with me? i doubt about it.. but.. i should say.. i sure can do that..

on academy..
examination have just passing..i don't know either i can handle it or not? i felt that most of it i'm just trying my lucky only..cause i am not have many time to spend on revisionand study and some problems have make me felt confuse.. and on the way.. i knew that i was sick.. i felt that it is a seriuos 'penyakit' for me.. cause it nearly make me to felt to suicide.. but luckily i have try to selttle it.. and now i felt better..it was a physchology penyakit..

on friendship..
i fell into agony of friendship making.. i have break some of my friendship.. because of some reason.. i have triedto settle it.. but.. i failed.. everything have positive and negative ways.. maybe this broken friendship will make us have a better life for future? who know it?(i'm trying to stay clam by myself) other than that, many of my friendship started having problems now( it's time and a chance to upgrade our friendship, to make it become better and better!) i need to do some 'jian tao' need to know more about me..if you knew any bad thing about me.. just tell me.. i wont angry one.. and i will accept it..

on net world..
i felt alone.. so i try to play games to find more friends.. i play mabilogy recently.. well.. maybe it is a boring game for many person.. but i'm still enjoying it.. this game haven start yet in Malaysia.. but is a new game for Taiwan and was a old game for Korean..

on real world..
sometimes i felt a bit 'wai' when eating meat.. i don't know why i start feelling eating meat is a 'zui e' . after i went to the buddhist camp.. i start scare to eat meat.. but.. what can i do? i already eat meat for a very long time.. so what to do? ijust can change it step by step.. wish god can forgive me..

on religion..
i felt confuse.. i don't know which god should i belong to.. sometimes i belive jesus.. sometimes i belive buddha.. sometime i didn't believe any god.. etc.. ooh my god.. who are you? (sorry if i touch any sensitive issue)

on family..
enjoying family life.. i felt i'm very lucky on this world!!!

on interest..
i start interest on biology recently.. don't know why.. i felt it was so mysterious.. i wish to find out the reason of it..

on country..
i start like korean recently.. because of a movie called "dai cheong gam" . after watching this movie.. i start like this country.. it's view is very nice.. history so cool.. but i can analysis the reason why i like it.. because it's history is quite same with chinese.. hehe.. otherwise, it's history is so interest too..

on music..
i start know a singer from korean , Boa. She is my god's sister's idol.. but i still not clear about her..other than that.. i also seldom hear songs and music recently..

on time..
i'm short of time now.. i need more time to rest, to analysis my thing,to finish my homework,to enjoy life with friends, to read and buy those book that i wish to read (interested book).. time is money.. should i waste it easily?

now.. it's time to go to watch "dai cheong gam".. so i have to stop here.. but i still have a little problems.. should i continuse posting my lifestyle since i'm short of time now? or stop posting for a moment and just post when i'm free..But.. if i have to post.. what should i post? i have nothing much can share with other.. the main reason is my memory become worser.. can't remember too many thing.. i'm sorry.. my friends..