Day or Night

Am I thinking too much or over?
Histories had been made..
Truth, can be identified easily..
Who am I?
Just a little sand which can be ignored at all..
The existence is negligible..
As what the electron be..
The low Ionization Energy can be achieve easily..
The displacement reaction can occur spontaneously..
It is only been used when the atoms or molecule need for it’s specific uses..
It is only shift to those atom which have more electronegativity..
And I bet it would move when the timing reach..
And it is waiting the time to come..

Happiness,
Will only occur at a specific timing..
It is no longer with me..
It’s just dream..
All surrounded,
Is just bore, bore and bore..
Words, is just for the needs..
Games, is just for the needs..
Friends, is also for the needs..
There are nothing with me..
I hate..
The one who I be..
Hate the World’s creator..
It’s better be nothing..

Diamond

Walking along the way..
Between the buildings..
Lonely..
But the day..
Made the way become safety..

An old man sitting at the end of the path..
A cat is sitting next to him..
Lonely..
But the cat had success it..
Everything had be fined..

Old man said,
You had gone into a dessert..
A dessert which full of cactus..
You found a cave..
A cave of diamonds..
Of wealthy.. And your happiness..

You may get into the cave..
Enjoyed with your dream..
Own the wealth..
Own the diamonds..
Own everything that you wish to..

But..
It’s only a dream..
You may not own any diamond..
Even one of it..
As they are not belong to you..

Yes..
You may..
Just take some diamonds and..
Get out of the cave..
Get out of the dessert..
But you will never own a diamond that belong to yourself..

And I’m here,
To suggest you..
Try to get the way..
The way to get the diamond..
By yourself..
And you will notice..
The Diamond is always bright..
No matter where it is and when it is..

A Dead Cat

Early in the morning, when I reached school, Siew Yuan, one of my classmates rush into classroom and ask whether Wei Zhen and I was free on time or not.. She looked busy and worried.. I wonder what she was needed for help.. I accepted her request..

She was holding two piece of large mahjong paper.. Walking in a high speed.. I asked, “Actually what am I going to help?” She told me ---- Bury a death’s cat.. I shocked.. Bury a cat? How can her find it out? What’s the story behind of it? Is her killed the cat or accidentally made the cat died?

My question was answered immediately without any doubt.. She told me that she had saw the cat yesterday when the cat was nearly die.. She felt guilty for do not helping the cat by sending it to a vent’s clinic for a therapy.. Quite a helpful and compassion girl.. If I’m her, or the other, may not bother about the life of a cat, especially those cat which do not belong to anyone..

Finally we reached the place where the death body located.. We took the body by using the mahjong paper.. The body was cold, and strengthened.. We brought it to the school’s field..

Unfortunately, we couldn’t get the hoe and it’s hardly to make a hole for burying the cat. We used the stone and some small stick to making the hole.. It was hard and difficult and I brought to a situation that surrender.. haha… how easy am I surrender? I went to find the school gardener to get the hoe and luckily I could found him and get the hoe.. It may be easy to dig a hole by using a hoe. We successfully buried the cat with the help of Mr. Mok.. his stamina better than me a lot and I’m admire on his stamina.. haha… this had insist me to train my body well ><

Lastly, just hope that the cat will sleep for a good ever days..

Deer's life

That’s a deer..
Who stay in a pristine woodland..

Disaster will always happen in time of happiness..
Trees fell down..
Animals leaved their habitats..
The source of natural been contaminated..
That’s fact of deforestation..

It was not longer suitable for its living..
The predators force it to leave its home..
Water and food have been contaminated..
The competitor of source of natural not longer allow its existence..
It have to leave..

The way of exploration is always difficult..
The way of suitably is always uncomfortable..
It start to miss its old-times..
It began to miss its families..
But it still have to go..
As the condition..

It is now living at a new forest..
A forest that may affect by the edge effects..
But its source for living is mildly contaminated..
And there are less competitor of lives..
It may more suitable for its living..
Or may not?

Nobody will know its future..
Unless you are The God of nature..

An Atom

An Atom which called Chlorine have 17 electrons..
If we are going to take off an electron from this atom..
It’s quite difficult..
Because of its strong effective nucleus charge..
We need to add on a lot of energy to supply the energy that we need..
If we successfully take off an electron from it,
What is this electron going to be?

It may attract by other atom
Such as Magnesium..
But is the Magnesium willing to accept it?
Its is electron affinity so high…
It is absolutely impossible to occur spontaneously

But..
It successfully occurred..
The electron is finally leave it..
It may get what it want..
But it may lose what it should have..
Its energy..
Its own positions..
And so on..

Watery Ball

When a watery ball fall on a coast, a seaside, a sandy field..
There are many sand adhere to the surface of the ball..
But there are never have sand that can adhere to the ball forever..
will there any sand that can enter to the watery ball?
Perhaps it is,
But it wont last longer..
And may just some days..

Shout Box

I just Create a Shout Box.. but unfortunately I dunno how to adjust it's width.. so I just let the Original be.. haha..

Here is the Link..
Mr. Lam Shout Box

Back From The Camp..

I was just attended a Sixth Form Cadet Police's Camping on Eco Resort, Bentong few days ago. It was a three days two nights camping. Well, actually this should be a good and enjoyable camp.. but, unfortunately i sick on the second day.. But, because of this, i saw many things that i had never see before.. that's friends.. and how's the ships' structure.. so do the sailor's characteristics..

Ships.. isn't build on a stronghold bases; sailors.. have their own personalities which state that they are living independently, without any others.. that's what I felt.. from what I saw.. I don't know how to describe my feelings.. I have no idea for that.. If i really wanna to split it out here.. I know.. I will break all the weakly-hold ships base.. So I rather not to do so.. As what Chinese phase said, " Once a gov. is in trouble, they will notice that who are actually is their best supporters and loyalties" My head was keeping pain time by time when I was still in the camp.. I wonder I was eaten something else that are not fully-cooked or unhygienic.. or I had eat too less for these few days.. or I have no enough sleeps these few days.. but all of this turned into a better after a little vomit.. I drank some water and I felt the gastric uncomfortable and I fall into a vomit..

Never mind.. all had already over.. What can I split it out here is I really notice that some friendships should I highly appreciated it whereas some friendship I shouldn't hard-hold it, as It already have a vast fissure.. I wonder I had done something else to him/her before or I have bring a lot of trouble to him/her before.. I felt that.. I had already done my best.. I try not to bring any trouble to anyone.. but why? He/She treated me like that.. seem like everything that I done are meaningless.. didn't and never bring out any sacrifices or results.. Okie.. I knew.. I know what should I done.. As what God always said, " Let everything happened naturally" as these will just go through half of a year or fews months later.. I know.. I may do it..

I reached home last afternoon, around 2.00p.m, if I am not mistaken.. I stay at my neighbour house.. when i noticed that I didn't bought my key to the camp ( but I satisfied that I bought it in this morning) I received a bad news.. My father was in the hospital.. Part of his finger had been cut accidentally during his working.. I am not really understood about the situation since I was just back from the camp.. I rush to the hospital.. Everything had been all right.. Hope so.. My father was watching movie on the laptop.. sitting on the bed.. without saying any words.. but he seem like very enjoyable.. without sufferings.. When his friends called and asking cares from him.. isn't him? or just keeping up something in his heart? this is what's almost all the men done.. I hate it..

I told some of my brotherhood and friends about my fathers.. and again.. I saw it.. Why everyone is like that? I hate it! instead of that.. some are still the same.. as what I thought.. Thanks.. really Thanks.. even just few words.. I felt warm.. but so.. even just few words.. I felt cold.. I really have no idea.. What should I going to do now.. I hate it.. I felt sad.. I felt angry.. I felt nervous.. I felt.. better stop thinking about it.. just let everything happened naturally.. as these the fact that all have to face to during the process of living..