Headache Period

this is a period which i always headache and felt tire..

not caused by the weather,

not caused by heavy work,

not caused by the people,

but caused by self-management.

A person who been praised for the successful in self-management,

A person who been praised for the successful in time-management,

A person who been praised for the successful in organizational management,

is now failed all management.

Perfectionist,

Helpfulness,

Smart,

Is no longer appear.

Or I'm not longer who I am?

I curious on it..

I doubt about it..

不开心的夜晚

今夜，是个孤独的夜

虽然仍有朋友在身边

但仍感到孤单与无助

回顾，只会产生失望与痛苦

因一切已不再一样

只因我一再的犯错

Give Up..

I choose to give up..

As there are no motivation..

Although maybe there are still some hope for this society..

But the organization had told me that..

We do because we have to do..

Where's the objective?

Where's the motivation?

None..

Nothing..

This is not what I usually fight for..

We do..

Because we have to do for you..

Fight for you..

But not for us.. nor the members..

This is what I felt from you..

I was thankful for not need to put high effort for this stuff..

But I was sympathy on those who have to continuously fight for you..

Although they know nothing from you..

And gain nothing from you..

For me,

I will continue to do what I have to do..

Not because of you..

Not because of the organization..

But because of the promises..

I will still put my eyes on time..

To look for any changes that might happen in the future..

If there are still don't have any changes..

I'll just pray for you..

And pray for the future of the organization..

诅咒

一年、两个学期了

每每回家的路途上总是不安宁

这一次比上一次更严重了

希望这将会是最后一次

人间有爱

希望爱可以化解一切的苦难

价值

每个人都有个价值

可能是别人给的

可能是家人给的

可能是自己给的

而我。。

今天已感受到某人所给我的价值

也体会到什么是 0 价值

原来 0 价值也只不过如此

考试

也不懂过了多少天的考试日了

也不懂已经考过了多少张考卷了

今天的考试，我不是很会做

看到考卷，看看问题，就想要睡觉了

因为。。好像很难哦。。

做做下，越来越想睡了

但是最后也做完了，没有睡

心想：想不到这张考卷那么有水准

只能怪我平时不努力，现在徒伤悲了

明日后日又是另一个考试了

希望能够读好来

但现在最主要的还是要对抗梦魔

因为最近睡太多了

越睡就越想继续睡

有感

正所谓在家靠父母，出外靠朋友

不知不觉，在登大已经有了两个弟弟

两个都很不错，常常在和他们聊天时，总会发现自己还有很多东西都还不会

孤陋寡闻，乃是我一味的耻辱，但也是一直鼓励我的推动力

然而，弟弟们所提供的亲情，却温暖着我远方缺乏的爱

我爱你们，因为我真的当你们是我的弟弟，但也希望你们也爱我

我很享受和大家在一起的时光，但光阴似箭，总有一天大家都会离开

也不知道将来的大家将会如何

但无论如何都好

让我们享受现在

珍惜当今

我爱你们

Ashame

It is ashame to me when I noticed I was entering a playground which my intelligent was being fool or teased by someone who should be ashame. A common or basic organization should be organized, planned and managed well or else it will be dull, doubt, and lastly out of society. I was wondering I need to be dumb of fools or I need to stand for the good for our team, as a member of team. Yea, I could leave it easily without any guilts, but could I leave it so? The only consideration that it was is the rights, ethics which everyone could easily learn in true.