政治海啸

正当全球刮起政治海啸，
多国政府撤换领导层之际，
我们也是时候转变了
就如民政党的口号
－－再转变

就让我们自己
随着时代的变迁，
环境的改变，
以及人心的变化
而改进自己吧．．

A Week Before STPM..

A Week to go.. My pretty love will come... STPM.. i've been waiting you since a year ago.. very suffer, you know? Haiz.. for sure you don't know, if you are not a STPM student.. But i also dunno how suffer am i.. just many homework to do? many things have to learn? many work need to settle? many relationship have to clear off? haiz..
Everybody is very busy for the revision right now, for sure, I should be one of them.. But unfortunately.. Haiz.. there are so many things so fan.. cannot concentrate on study.. keep on thinking what should i do after STPM... wow.. Dec.. Jan.. Feb.. Mac.. .. .. until June.. get in U.. how terrible.. all unknown to me.. haiz.. first time want to leave house for a long time.. no friends surround me.. everything is new.. have to face about it.. The food, environment, friends, etc.. But the only thing that i worry is peoples.. >< I wonder what type of human that I will face outside.. I'm still a newbie.. easy to be hurt.. even at secondary school.. always think many useless matter.. and hurt myself.. Friends.. original? spicy? hot? sour? what type also got.. but the most worry thing is.. it haven cooked.. >< kena virus.. macam mana?

Dunno what Am i Bull Shit up there.. Currently thinking about few friends.. my love, how to start? how to continue? will be longer? Dunno.. so scare to open mouth.. but have to open mouth.. >< Brothers? thought I am their brothers also? wonder about it.. Friends, honest? trustworthy? dunno.. everyone is unfamiliar to me right now.. I thought you friend, you thought me shit? or gold? dunno.. I just wanna i will get hurt in any relationship or not.. I am worry, but have to face.. learn to suit the environments.. That's our fate.. Human? Are actually very hard to do.. I saw many faces.. around me.. ><.. Human.. I doubt about it's trustworthy right now..

Anyway, Good Luck.. for all the examinees.. A Level, SPM, STPM, STAM..

人。真

为何人总是如此？
如此变态
如此狡猾
如此狠心
如此残暴

入屋打劫
强暴妇女
谋害双亲

难道人就不能安分守己
真心真意地
对待别人
对待朋友
对待亲人？

路

路，
是人走出来的；
墙，
是人造出来的

康庄大道－－是因为你
有收费站－－是因为你

那何不从未建此大道
而行之小径？

拥有．失去

有时候,
失去会比拥有
来得更幸福， 更快乐

拥有时，
你得学会
保护，保持，保存
你得学会
拿起，握紧，放下

而失去，
并不需要这一切
因为不曾拥有
又何来失去？

傻

我很傻
因为我活了十九年
也学不会做一个人的道理
也许我根本就不适合做人

我常常羡慕禽兽们
因为他们什么都不需要想
只需为了生存而生存

而人呢?
往往只会自寻烦恼

而忘了上天给予的任务
--真心,真诚,真爱的生存

War...

War happened everywhere.. In China, In Japan, In Russia, In Europe.. and in everyone... I had meet one of my friend.. and he told me that he is always the loser in the wars.. this is due to his environment and his good personality.. and he is having wars with many person as they are a good fighter... well... in the other hand, I was having war too.. and I was a loser.. and the lost had suffered me.. the effect is too strong.. as it is my weakness.. to overcome my weakness.. I would have to change my mind and thoughts.. but i knew.. i can't do that.. so what can i do is to accept the lost and suit myself with the lost.. but unfortunately, i have to face to my lost everyday... and it had hurt me.. that's why i have to change myself.. so solve the problem of facing the lost.. to find and lead a happier lifestyle..

That's my story in these few month that i was just told to few person..

Curing..

Well, this few day I'm not comfortable.. I'm unhappy.. the stress and unhappiness had caused me to suffer of headache.. the condition is even worse in the class.. the noise, the crowd, the condition and the environment.. about the reason, I'm not likely to share.. this problem had affect me a lot.. can't fall in sleep... can't concentrate in studies... can't study at all.. and do nothing instead of nothing... forcefully.. i will have to give a good break to myself... to solve my own problem.. to settle all of these.. by finding the best solution.. and now, i had come to a conclusion, is this the best way for solving the problem? i bet it is.. and it may change my lifestyle... all of these... will have to thank to my friend and my brother... from what they told me before.. refresh and refresh in my mind.. this may be another drop in my life, but I had confidence that I could handle it nicely.. Even i had lose all of these, but i still have other... I could not ignore and forgot it.. maybe i was too straight for it before.. maybe i was too concentrate on it.. what i need to do is to be flexible.. in the coming few days.. is the begin of the changes.. the begin of my new lifestyle..